FEELING ALONE , BEING ALONE , MISERABLE LONELINESS, HAPPY CREATIVE SOLITUDE , CRUSHING UNLOVED ISOLATION, SOCIAL REJECTION , UNREQUITED LOVE , UNEMPLOYED AND FEELING WORTHLESS, LONELINESS IN BEING ROOTLESS, CANCER AND LONELINESS , LONELINESS FROM UGLINESS AND MORBID OBESITY , FACEBOOK VS FLESH N BLOOD HUMAN CONNECTION , LACK OF REM SLEEP AND LONELINESS , ACTUAL VS PERCEIVED REJECTION , EMOTIONAL THIRST QUENCHING, FEELING PASSIVE AND TRAPPED IN LONELINESS , ADMITTING LONELINESS IN A DIARY , BRAIN IN SELF PRESERVATION STATE , LONELINESS AND THE IMMUNE SYSTEM , LONELINESS AS A NO 1 PUBLIC HEALTH CONCERN FOR SENIOR CITIZENS, LONELINESS OF FEELING LIKE A LOSER , CURING LONELINESS FROM OUTSIDE COMFORT ZONE , PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDER
DEPRESSION, LONELINESS AND PREMATURE AGEING , LONELINESS TRIGGERED BY INGRATITUDE BOTH WAYS, UNWILLING SOLITUDE
We can be in a crowd of people ( all well wishers ) and yet feel lonely. Loneliness cannot be cured by the presence of people.
Loneliness is UNWILLING solitude .
She was trying to find
out his marital status BLAH BLAH .
Below: I asked my elder son to play this tune on piano -- he says NOPE --it will pain ! ( AR Rehman has such a rich voice !!)
My job at sea as a ship captain was a LONELY job .
Real friendships could never be made on board for all knew that the captain holds the sword--
- ready to cut and bleed team members who let down the team - as part of his job , of being in command -
Below : Charles Schultz did covert advertisements too - nobody ever knew !!
This blog post will lay
LONELINESS threadbare - it will be a pretty long post ..
Yesterday I was
watching our Arnab Goswami and his bunch of chelas talking to the Twitter boss
on Timesnow TV. I have
never heard such a DUMB conversation in my life— mind you these hyped up but
pea brained people are supposed to be the bounty of the world media.
Facebook is a forum where you give others the power to make you feel miserable.
THE BOTTOM MANAGEMENT
WERE MY FANS – AND THEY FLOWED THE
GRAPEVINE TO MY SHIPs CABIN . THERE
WERE NO SECRETS IN THE SHORE OFFICE WHEN IT CAME TO CAPT AJIT VADAKAYIL
Below: M80 Moosa TV serial -- an illiterate fisherman with his facebook mad vernacular wife .
Below: Depression is a disease of loneliness
DIGRESSION:
Hey, I can give you readers mindless TITS AND TWATS -- the above "HARD ON " picture does NOT belong to the perversion category you get hour after hour in TOILET PAPER OF INDIA .
Below: Icons for India's children-- the salt -nay- bounty of India .
http://ajitvadakayil.blogspot.in/2010/12/charles-darwin-and-his-apple-capt-ajit.html
THE PRIEST HAS HOPE IN
THE SOUL, THE CHUTNEY MARY HAS SOAP IN
HER HOLE !
TEEEE HEEEEEE !
God re-inducted you
into this planets life system for a purpose . The more you deviate the more will
be the crushing pain loneliness in the
garb of longing, restlessness and
discontent. When it comes to loneliness you have to help yourself.
When a western tourist comes to India , he is guided by his tourist brochure not to give eye contact to Indians-- who may then try to take advantage out of them .
love the white invader - when they hurt you , do not hurt them in retaliation .
Today almost every day we have destructive bandhs, strikes , gheraos in India -with whole parliament sessions getting washed away --
Who is responsible ?
YOU, THE SOUL IN YOUR BODY DOES NOT DIE
YOU DO NOT BELONG TO YOUR BODY
YOU COME NAKED , YOU GO NAKED
CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT ON THIS PLANET
WHAT IS YOURS TODAY WILL BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE TOMORROW- UNKNOWN TO YOU.
YOUR CADAVER BODY IS MADE OF FIRE , EARTH, WATER , AIR AND ETHER
IT WILL DISINTEGRATE INTO THESE ELEMENTS , THE ONLY THING FOR SURE
ONLY YOU, THE SOUL, THE BALL OF ENERGY INSIDE YOU , IS PERMANENT
YOU ARE NEVER A LOSER , UNLESS YOU QUIT TRYING.!
"The marvel of the Bhagavad-Gita is its truly beautiful revelation of life's wisdom which enables philosophy to blossom into religion." Herman Hesse
Below: Put on head phones and listen to the beauty of the original sanskrit verses- 6000 years old .
Sleep is interrupted my micro-awakenings when you get a flatter diurnal cortisol cycle.
This gives poor REM sleep , one of the triggers of loneliness.
The growing reliance on social technology rather than face to face flesh and blood interaction is making man feel more isolated. It means we feel less connected to others and our relationships are becoming more superficial and less rewarding.
Man is a social animal. He needs to feel that he belongs to others and feel connected .
Social pain is as real a sensation as physical pain. Loneliness and rejection activates the same parts of the brain as physical pain.
We have seen this happening in BIGG BOSS reality show, when inmates gang up and isolate someone.
A day is NOT far when some inmate will commit suicide LIVE and the producer of the show along with the watching pea brained psychologist goes to jail .
Only on Facebook Internet can a person be lonely and popular ( hajaaar likes ) at the same time. Attention ka pyaasa ( thirsty ) is indeed a cry of loneliness. If you feel disconnected, you shall experience loneliness. For these souls even a expected LIKE not coming-is a sign of rejection – a reason to brood why he is not “good enough”.
NOBODY CAN REJECT YOU WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT. . BALLS TO THEM !
Below: My elder son playing PEHLA NASHA
CAPT AJIT VADAKAYIL
..
Loneliness is a feeling
of emptiness or hollowness inside you ( and feeling sad about it ) - despite all your fame, fortune and facebook
popularity.
We can be in a crowd of people ( all well wishers ) and yet feel lonely. Loneliness cannot be cured by the presence of people.
Loneliness is UNWILLING solitude .
Below: A month after the
release of the song , it topped the UK Singles Chart. Elvis Presley's
version was certified Gold by the Recording Industry Association of America in
1961, and in 1992 it was upgraded to
double Platinum.
Yes, it twanged the strings of the lonely western heart .
When you create a
cartoon strip about LONELINESS you grab almost the entire adult west by the balls and
short curlies .
Why ?
Because almost all are
an expert on this subject , where they must go for a LOVE MARRIAGE .
They have felt it, they
know- they can connect.
Want proof ?
A cartoon ran in the
white man’s newspapers – and it was the most popular one by miles.
An Indian from a happy
family , who had no HOLE IN HIS SOUL- fails to connect.
Even as an adult I use
to wonder what the fu#k this PEANUTS comic strip is all about.
A poem on UNREQUITED
LOVE connects when a person knows what a
heartbreak is.
Men suffer the most.
I have seen some of my foreign ship’s officers
suffer.
But men do NOT admit
it.
Most women are so
fickle that they pass on . They find
another man -- any straw ( ask Vivek Oberoi ).
Some women can be
diabolical when it comes to making her ex-flame hurt real bad.
They revel in it .
The owner of the
PEANUTS comic strip ( someone like our cartoonist RK Lakshman ) Charles Schultz
was a very lonely man . He never
sought cure for it , because he was
minting money from his own suffering.
Schulz portrayed his
own childhood.
He was a small,
bespectacled kid, shy around girls and sensitive to slights, real and imagined.
His parents, a German
immigrant barber and a Norwegian-American farm girl, kept their feelings to
themselves.
Being a sailor , I know
in the west they do NOT open up-like Indians.
For a Indian who goes
on a holiday abroad, the second question to a stranger would be “ How many
children do you have” .
While in the west two
buddies may be drinking in the same pub for years , they would NOT even know
the marital status of the other guy – leave alone the number of his children.
I once has to warn a middle aged Tamilain
Iyer tourist woman in silk saree in Holland , who was trying to strike up a conversation with
a black Dutch guy begging on the street with a sign I HAVE AIDS- I NEED MONEY.
I literally screamed at her in Malayalam infused Tamil “ He wants money — not your FALTHU Indian sympathy “ If you can give him money do so — other wise FUCK OFF ! . He may attack you any moment !!"
Below: I asked my elder son to play this tune on piano -- he says NOPE --it will pain ! ( AR Rehman has such a rich voice !!)
My job at sea as a ship captain was a LONELY job .
Real friendships could never be made on board for all knew that the captain holds the sword--
- ready to cut and bleed team members who let down the team - as part of his job , of being in command -
It is NOT the Captain’s
authority alone which makes him a lonely man. He is expected to behave in a responsible
manner , come hell, come high water.
It
is NO longer a truth finding exercise - he has to deliver, every time . I have been through this for 30 long years .
Getting back-
Charles Shultz missed
his mother . As a young boy, the day
after he reported to boot camp at Fort Snelling in 1943, his mother died from
cervical cancer.
He never got over the crushing loss.
He wrote "Security is hearing your mother in the
kitchen when you come home from school."
Could anybody have described it better
?
The day my wife’s mother
died, my father-in-law fell sick. He never recovered though he lived or a few
years more. He was terribly lonely – mostly
in a time warp.
He would go to the kitchen
and cry out his wife’s name as usual “ MAITREEEEE , COULD YOU-“
Then sudden realization would hit him hard, and he would
limp away from the kitchen with a sad face.
When the comic strip
PEANUTS ended its amazing run, with the death of Charles Schultz in 2000 AD, – it was 50 years old and appeared
every single week in 2,500 newspapers.
With Charlie Brown, it
was about loneliness and isolation. Half the strip was about who wasn't there.
The parents of the small boy , were never in the picture.
Charles M. Schulz, has
said of the character that “ Charlie
brown of Peanuts was the caricature of the quintessential lonely person, suffering in silence , who on
on some days, was s reluctant to go out because his day might just be
spoiled - ”.
Below : Charles Schultz did covert advertisements too - nobody ever knew !!
Loneliness and
rootlessness are just symptoms of an insecurity that assails the west when they
hit the midlife moment. To them , the
cruel world appears intent on blanking them out.
A decade ago I met one
of my class mates .
He invited me to a
drink and I went to his house. His house
was big and apparently he was doing well ( business ) , considering at school he was at the bottom
of the cerebral barrel.
When his wife was
serving tea, I joked “ Any time you want me to expose his greatest secret , ask
me – and this has nothing to do with girls”
My friends face became
red for he knew that in many exams I could see him copying out of a guide which he carried in his underwear.
Then he suddenly told
me “ I hated my school school life . I never wanted to go to school . And in
the final exams I got low grades “
On the drive back home
my wife asked me if I enjoyed school.
I said “ Of course—but he
had a particular trauma inflicted on his at school, due to the stupid Principal
”
This was the way it
transpired- -
In the 7th standard ,
the Principal – one Gupta from UP ( Kendriya Vidyalaya ) , wanted to form the
house system— Gandhi, Tagore, Shastri and Nehru.
He personally selected
4 leaders of each house- senior students who were supposed to be THE cat’s whiskers .
Then he told these 4
student leaders to call out named from the students ( 6th to 11th
) assembled on the maidan ,class wise .
The students who could
contribute most to the POINT SYSTEM for the BEST HOUSE ROLLING TROPHY were of
course the most valuable.
If you got first prize in painting, you secured 5
points for your house—the student who came second would get 3 and the third prize
holder , would get 1 point .
The students who were
good in athletics, games like soccer, debates, quiz, art, singing, dancing ,
general proficiency etc got picked up early.
I remember I got picked up early as I was first in class, and got prizes
in painting, clay modeling , extempore speeches, quiz , athletics, recitation etc.
Digression-
In
fact when I got married I showed these certificates to mE wife to show that her husband is NOT a TATTU-- TEE HEEE
!
And
when I went for my interview for my training ship at Mumbai , they were
impressed with the wide array of my certificates. They kept making fun of my suit which I stitched
“for the occasion” from Calicut— taunting me “ Are there no good tailors in
Calicut ?”
To
which I replied smiling in a cocky manner “ Of course, my azure blue suit is a LIVING
example of how good Calicut tailors are ! In my opinion my suit is very good, and THE
latest fashion your opinion may be otherwise- because you are NOT upto the
latest fashion ”
PSSST-
after 20 years , I checked out my old photo where I wore this suit and came to
the conclusion that it was indeed a poor tailoring job –when compared to the
Italian and French suits in my wardrobe.
Nine
boys were there from Kerala for orals at Mumbai Jahaj Bhavan - only two were selected ( Ashok Mulloth was
the other guy- he was our band master being schooled in Lovedale Ooty )..
More
than 2000 boys appeared for the entrance exams from two centres in Kerala - one
in Cochin and the other from Trivandrum. I had to go all the way to Cochin for
the written test and all the way to Mumbai for my orals.
Getting back-
As the students were
picked up, they had to move to the chosen group leaders , thus making 4 groups –instead
of the original large assembly group. This meant that the assembly group was getting
smalled with every name call.
Some idiots were even
hiding behind others – just to show that they want to be in some particular
house of their choice –
-- and that is why THEY , THE SALT - NAY- THE VERITABLE BOUNTY OF THE SCHOOL was still present in the diminishing CONDEMN PARTY GROUP —
-- it was pathetic.
-- and that is why THEY , THE SALT - NAY- THE VERITABLE BOUNTY OF THE SCHOOL was still present in the diminishing CONDEMN PARTY GROUP —
-- it was pathetic.
As the group got
smaller, you should have seen the despair on the faces of these rejects.
Finally there was one
lone 13 YEAR OLD boy — and this was the chap I had my beer with.
HE LOOKED TOTALLY TRAUMATISED – AND SCARRED
FOR LIFE.
I never forgot this
incident—and I swore , I would never ever let this happen in my watch.
So on a ship ( huge OBO
) after discharging grain, we had a very long ocean sea passage . So I would
arrange sports and games .
For cricket, the Chief
officer and the Chief Engineer made themselves
leaders and were loudly picking up players , the way it was done in my school. They did NOT even know the cricketing skills
of the sailors— and so it was by using their whims and personal connects .
I immediately ordered--
STOP THIS LOUD SELECTION— YOU SHALL DO IT IN PRIVATE , WHERE NOBODY KNOWS IF HE WAS SELECTED FIRST OR LAST.
STOP THIS LOUD SELECTION— YOU SHALL DO IT IN PRIVATE , WHERE NOBODY KNOWS IF HE WAS SELECTED FIRST OR LAST.
I AM ARRANGING THIS
GAME SO THAT WE ALL CAN BOND AND BE HAPPY. NOT TO
MAKE SOME FEEL MORE IMPORTANT AND SOME WORTHLESS , EVEN BEFORE THE GAME HAS BEGUN.
THE RESULTS WILL BEAR
OUT WHO IS GOOD AND WHO IS BAD..
Everybody clapped.
People who have come to
the top by deceit face low self esteem propelled loneliness — Example? - a top actress who clawed her way to the top
by the casting couch route.
If you have bitten the
hand that fed you, your subconscious will take its toll in spoiling your REM
sleep. Poor REM sleep propels you to
loneliness .
You can control
everything by wealth and power ( like R ) – but you cannot control the quality
of your REM sleep.
Older adults spend progressively less time in REM sleep and hence are more prone to loneliness.
Older adults spend progressively less time in REM sleep and hence are more prone to loneliness.
Concealing a kindness received
is ingratitude. Conveniently forgetting
it is even a greater sin. Gratitude has
a unique relationship with your mental and physical health. Grateful people are happier, less stressed
and happier with social relationships.
Every Sanskrit mantra
is infused and surcharged with gratitude .
Genetic determinism is
a flawed theory. Factors like
gratitude ( positive quantum nutrient)
or anxiety , jealousy etc ( negative QN )
influence a person’s DNA blueprint program.
When we are stressed or negative, our
biological energy reserves are diverted from the important task of regenerating
and repairing the body.
We can counteract
cellular quantum nutrient deprivation by focusing on genuine states of care,
gratitude , appreciation and love.
That is why on your
next birthday onwards make it a point to feed the poor disabled / orphan children ( with good food ). This is better than throwing a party .
I will get into more
detail later.
The first time the word
LONELY was used in the English language was in William Shakespeare's tragedy
play Coriolanus written in 1607. The play was about the great Roman general Gaius Marcius Coriolanus.
But William Shakespeare
was a mere writer. He
did NOT understand the inner workings of LONELINESS.
Neither did any of the
western psychological greats till today.
On my ship I held
regular parties to evaporate loneliness - and my crew were ever grateful.
Watch me singing KOI
HUM DUM ( one of the greatest "loneliness" songs of Kishore Kumar ) – this was part of my job of
being in command .
“
in this dusk of loneliness, how will I find my destination
the
only star that lit the path to my
destination is no more
cruel
world please don't laugh at me, as I
walk away”
6000 years ago, just before
the Mahabharata war , Lord Krishna found Arjuna to be suffering from extreme
pangs of loneliness.
Arjuna was a world HERO , loved by all including 99% of the
enemy camp, yet he was lonely and depressed.
Noticing this Lord
Krishna instructed him that he must do Suryanamaskar every day before he sets
out for battle.
All used to wait for
Arjuna to complete his Suryanamaskar before they blew their war conches-though
technically the war rules mentioned that battle starts exactly at sunrise and
finishes for the day exactly at sunset.
People who do
Suryanamaskar daily do NOT get lonely or depressed. This is a 11000 year old Vedic yoga.
You connect with the
biggest force in your life—the rising sun.
Modern doctors are NOT
smart enough to understand all this. It
is a series of asanas with a separate Sanskrit mantra ( of gratitude ) done in
single flow .
See the video below.
Doing Suryanamaskar –just
to mention a few relevant to this post helps you to
-Develop inner peace
-Rekindle your drooping
spirit
-Detoxify the mind
-Balance mind, body and
spirit.
-Dives mental clarity
-Stokes your inner
flame
-Fills you with a sense
of gratitude to destress.
-Gives good REM sleep at night.
-Drives away phobias.
SURYA NAMASKAR is not a
physical exercise. It is a complete Sadhana, inclusive of
Yogasana ( exercise ) , Mantra ( sound longitudinal waves ) , Pranayama (
breathing ) and Chakra meditation (
scalar energy vortex transceiver ) .
Chakras are focal
points where psychic forces and bodily functions interact with each other. They
are transceivers of SCALAR energy . Scalar waves operate in a non-linear time
dimension which is hyperspace, at any speed from zero to infinity, as they are
not limited to the speed of light.
When you develop cosmic
consciousness, the chakras vortex will extend further from your body-such
people experience the richness of solitude NOT the extreme suffering of loneliness.
When my wife did her grandmasters exam
in reiki she used a quartz dousing pendulum and checked the solar plexus chakra
of her guru and declared that it is weak,
which implies that he suffered from loneliness.
These chakras cannot be
seen by the sight sense of the common man.
Each of these 7 chakras are associated with a specific colour, organ,
gland, mantra and frequency. Chakras can
send out information carrying soliton waves, which do not attenuate.
The Indian sage has
exploded into a space of consciousness in which inner awareness is spontaneous.
Cosmic consciousness is an intellectual enlightenment or illumination, an
indescribable state of moral and intellectual elevation, a feeling of amazing
bliss.
Gazing at the sun or
stars is an enlightening practice that fills up the soul. The real nervous
system operates by means of synaptic messages. The virtual one operates by
means of the quantum effect of tunneling (particles passing through an energy
barrier that classically they should not be able to climb).
The real one is driven
by classical laws, the virtual one by quantum laws. Consciousness is therefore
driven by quantum laws. Remember,
chakras dictate all physical, mental, emotional and spiritual processes that
take place in your body. Every chakra is
a transmitter cum receiver antenna.
As per Vedanta we are
essentially holographic energy beings existing in a state of resonance with the
scalar field of the cosmos Pineal gland is literally the third eye. The great Himalayan masters did Surya yog by
gazing at the rising sun with a silver coin placed in between the eyebrows on
the forehead .
The solar wind at dawn,
charging the earth’s magnetic field, stimulates the pineal gland. This is the best time to meditate , chant and
sun gaze. At dawn, the negatively
charged pineal and the positively charged pituitary combine their essences to
create a "light in the head".
Pranayama floods the Pineal
gland with oxygen, to make it resonate. The reddish grey pineal gland is
located in the geometric center of the brain.
The nerves that serve the pineal gland don't originate in the brain but
in the sympathetic nervous system. This
gland can be activated by activated by sunlight, and also by sound resonance.
It controls the various
biorhythms of the body. It can discern negative energies, based on perception
of vibrating energies around you. When the pineal gland does not receive
sunlight, it secretes Melatonin, which induces sleep, increases blood sugar,
craze for food, leading to obesity, fears and anxiety.
The pineal gland is a
photosensitive organ and thus an important timekeeper for the human body. The
pineal gland produces PINOLINE, ( 6-methoxy-tetra-dydro-beta carboline, or
6-MeO-THBC ) .
Pinoline also resonates with the very pulse of life 7.83 Hertz,
the pulse the DNA uses to replicate, and which has been measured to be emitted
from the brains and hands of all successful healers, regardless of belief or
faith. Pinoline enables the threshold levels of DMT
to become active in the brain . DMT with Pinoline increases brain activation
multi fold.
Pineal activation
awakens normally latent neural pathways. Nerve fibers leave the pineal and make
synaptic connections with other brain sites through traditional nerve-to-nerve
connections, not just through endocrine secretions.
EASTERN VEDIC RISHIS
MYSTICS HAD THE ABILITY TO GO ON EITHER SIDE OF THE NARROW BAND OF 5 HUMAN
SENSES, WITH A KING SIZED RESONATING PINEAL GLAND. THEY COULD TRANSCEND THE
SENSES AND LIMITATION OF SPACE-TIME.
There is a lot we knew
10000 years ago , but has been lost to this this 21st century-- right?
You cant observe the
quantum world without your Pineal gland -- the other 5 senses have too narrow
bandwidths. Quantum physics has showed the ancient Indian Yogis were NOT mere
dreamers of cosmic consciousness, where our bodies, our brain and its mind, as
inextricably joined with other matter and the mega dipole of universe .
There is indeed a
connection between consciousness and tangled state quantum phenomena. They
firmly believed that the invisible below the quantum screen gives rise to the
visible. While Newton tries to explain
the invisible through the visible. There is no room for consciousness or
morphogenetic fields in the dictionary of idiot Darwin.
A mantra is a word or a
series of words , which produce longitudinal Scalar waves by resonating your
Pineal gland and your DNA—in a divine language. A divine language like Sanskrit
came out from a 12 strand DNA – the most complicated supercomputer on this
planet.
The king Mantra OM or
AUM is 11000 years old—and was told by the sages that it was the original sound
when the Cosmos was created. OM opens up
quantum tunneling for the wormholes to happen , where the speed of light is NOT
the limiting factor.
DNA is a superconductor
that stores light at body temperature, and can create magnetic wormholes in ZPF
.. Microtubules and axional membranes are also hollow cylinders. Mantras are
Scalar energy based sounds which resonate in the Zero Point Field Aakashik
hyperspace.
-Mantras resonate your
pineal gland and reprogramme your DNA. The human DNA can produce longitudinal scalar
waves. Mantras vibrations on DNA ,
chakras and pineal gland purifies and raises human consciousness. Mantras centres your mind ( effect on
subconscious ) and slows down your breathing.
Mantras increase your
Auras as seen by Kirlean photography— due to the effect on symphathetic and
para sympathetic nervous systems. Lonely people have weak auras with dark holes in them ---Mantra chanting must be done with intent,
to make it more powerful. This is about consciousness again.
Pranayama— where you
exhale twice as long as inhale— IS MORE ABOUT DUMPING OLD EXPERIENCES, RATHER
THAN MERE OXYGENATION OF BLOOD. Breathe
in the new , breathe out the old.
Pranayama—inhale and
exhale with awareness— long exhales with the sound of mmmm. Humming boosts level of NITRIC OXIDE —this in
turn ups the oxygen intake by 98%, the biggest secret . Ordinary
breath is a mere 4%.
70% of toxins in your
body are released by exhalation— rest by sweat, defecation and urine—
surprised? The main purpose of
respiration is to provide oxygen to the cells at a rate adequate to satisfy
their metabolic needs. This involves
transport of oxygen from the lung to the tissues by means of the circulation of
blood. The power of breathing lies in
its relationship with your energy source.
The mind is intimately
connected to your breathing . Deep diaphragmatic
breathing triggers the lymph, your body’s sewage system which will give your
cells more efficiency. It keeps the blood fully oxygenated. The physical aspect of lack of oxygen in the
body is not as important as the mental and spiritual aspect.
Lack of oxygen always
slows your reaction time. The more oxygen our brains receive the better they
function. Stress, fear and anxiety
causes muscles to contract and blood vessels to constrict. When blood cannot be
transported freely through the body to provide oxygen, and antibodies and to
carry away and dispose toxic wastes, illness sets in.
Mind is non material ,
but it works in partnership with communicator molecules. With every thought
mind moves atoms of hydrogen, carbon , oxygen and other particles in the brain
.
Knowing the connection
between breath and consciousness, the ancient yogis devised PRANAYAMA to
stabilise energy and consciousness.
Anxiety vanishes entirely when you are one with the rest of the
universe. When your mind is disturbed the fundamental energy Prana leaks .
Pranayama just reverses the process.
People who do Pranayama
regularly have quieter nerves , less lethargy , better sleep and lower BP. It prevents accumulation of Uric acid which
gives joint pains. Fluctuations of mind
are controlled and hence Pranayama prepares you for meditation.
Rahul Gandhi has been
walking on LONELY STREET , ploughing a LONELY
FURROW for too long. He needed a sabbatical in the lap of nature -
and I guess this is what he is doing right now.
I would
advise him to do SURYANAMAKAR . Once he
is healed he must come back and kick out the ENTIRE old coterie and sycophants
.
The impact of
loneliness on human mental health has huge cost implications.
85 LAKH DONATION PARTY PSYCHIATRISTS ( WHO
CANNOT THINK CLEARLY ), ARE SINGING ALL THE WAY TO THE BANK.
It is a national shame
that India’s richest man , a Gujarati Jain,
Dilip Shanghvi is a PHARMA owner.
Rothschild sponsored this community before
Independence – like the Parsis, the Chitpavan Jews and the Kerala Syrian Jews .
A lot of people are put
in the LONELINESS and DEPRESSION bracket by wrong diagnosis.
They actually suffer
from a perceived condition known as BDD . This BDD group commit more suicides
that the LONELY group or DEPRESSED group.
People with BDD suffer
from obsessions about their PHYSICAL appearance.
The 85 lakh donation
party psychiatrists are all blissfully unaware.
Once you start taking their mind
drugs , you are HOOKED—like how the cancer doctor puts hooks on you.
There is another mental
disease called OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER. It is
possible that even YOU are victim to this.
Hoarders experience intense
anxiety when they even think of discarding what most others view as totally useless
objects.
EVIL PHARMA has been
conspiring to use Indians as GUINEA PIGS for brain drugs. They have top people who govern India in
their payroll , and this includes the
BENAMI media.
According to data from
the World Health Organisation (WHO), India is the most depressed country in the
world.
They declared that more than 36% of the Indian population suffers from the mental illness. R controlled WHO declares that Indians have
the highest suicide rate on this planet – that our suicide rate, particularly
in the age group 15-29 years of age is the highest in the world, with 1 lakh
people killing themselves every year.
CAPT AJIT VADAKAYIL
SAYS –
FUCK OFF YOU LYING CUNTS!
INDIA HAS LEAST
DEPRESSED PEOPLE ON THIS PLANET BY PERCENTAGE —SO STOP USING THE AXIS BANK
CELEBRITY FACE TO DISCREDIT INDIA- IT WONT WORK !
The Zionists are exhorting
the world to use Facebook as a cure for loneliness . What do
they know about the inner workings of the human mind ?
Why do you think Capt
Ajit Vadakayil is not on facebook and twitter ? Why do you think I started this blog ?
There
was even a fat guy ( ALL INDIA BACKCHOD MAN ) who even managed to put our
DEMENTED ORAGUNATAN on the back foot .
Facebook is a forum where you give others the power to make you feel miserable.
Facebook causes intense
feelings of jealousy. A competent and
self-confident person is incapable of jealousy at all- but he can fall prey to
loneliness.
People go on Facebook
and feel miserable. For all and sundry
are waxing lyrical of ZE good life on Facebook .
Nobody complains on
Facebook that she has PMS migraine or
that he bled a glass of blood from his piles or their child came last in class
, of a family member is a perverted homosexual preying in school buses , or takes hallucinatory drugs .
They have put in rosy
pictures of their fancy holidays , with internet borrowed pictures with
photoshop , how great a party they held with hundreds of cheering well wisher
friends with a celebrity thrown in for
good measure -
--how their child came
first in some bullshit event , the expensive diamond ring presented by the
husband ( it would be a fake actually ) ,
how loving and smart their pet dog is , their new SUV ( actually a
jalopy second hand ) , their dream promotion at the work place- the drinks are on me -- BLAH BLAH.
Facebook participants get depressed , and short changed at being
forced by destiny to take in the short end of the stick, not knowing that everything on Facebook is HEAVILY
sugar coated. When you are constantly
comparing yourself to the Joneses ( including LIKES ) , you’ll suffer unintended
consequences.
Unless you are ze guy
who holds 3 aces all the while.
Almost all the people
whom you see on page 3 party place are miserable and lonely . Some Western
middle aged fat ugly women share on Face Book how many times they made love the
previous night, after she put her man on fire with her sexy bikini .
Whether you will fall
victim to this bull , and get mired in self pity, it is up to you ?
So Face Book is for
shared laughter?
Oh fu#kin' yeah?
Worrying about how you
don’t measure up , and how your earning spouse is a loser, robs you of your
present happiness. It leaves you unable
to think about how you really want your own life to look.
Friend or no, envy is an
overwhelming emotion.
When you are jealous you count the other
fellow's blessings instead of your own, and lose your peace of mind—rather burn
up inside..
It is in the character of very few men to
honor without envy a friend who has prospered. The sure mark of one born with noble
qualities, is being born without envy.
Of the seven deadly
sins, only envy aint no fun at all.
When negative politics
are used by team members or negative energies are channelised for selfish
needs, the resulting conflict can corrode the core of the team. At the work place productivity soars when
everyone is working as one team instead of pointing fingers and trying to outdo
each other.
There must be an
atmosphere of “we’re all in this together.”—which is never there. Have you seen the INFOSYS attrition rate ?
At the work place may
people were unhappy, because their bosses misrepresented they authority.
People who know Capt
Ajit Vadakayil will tell you that the captain dragged all such con artists by
their nostrils to China town.
It was a matter of his
perception. At sea so many of my bosses
have been sacked by the TOP GUN –just for giving Capt Ajit Vadakayil a bad
service ( confidential ) report –
including very poor for professional competence TEE HEEEEE ! – even I feel like
laughing.
I have changed so many
shipping companies just to check out this strange pattern—again and again MAJJA
AATHA HAI ! ( this is was different from
HUM BHI FRENCH , TUM BHI FRENCH RINCHET -- MAJJA HAI !)
THE TOP GUNs HAND WAS
ALWAYS ON MY HEAD – IN BLESSING . FOR
THIS MAN MY SHIT DID NOT SMELL. HE
KNEW CAPT AJIT VADAKAYIL WAS WORTH MORE THAN HIS ENTIRE SHORE TEAM PUT TOGETHER
.
THE TOP/ MIDDLE MANAGEMENT HATED ME LIKE THE PLAGUE – FOR I
REVELLED IN TELLING THEM TO FU#K OFF , AND DARED THEM TO DO THEIR WORST – AND I PUT THE SWORD OF DAMOCLES OVER MY HEAD, MYSELF . WHEN I JOINED ANOTHER COMPANY THEY ALL
CELEBRATED AND GOT DRUNK.
Feeling of loneliness
drives many people to Facebook . My wife
is on Facebook but she checks once in three weeks . She is busy cooking and spending quality time
with her husband and younger son. She is on SKYPE with my elder son every
day .
Lonely people spend
more time on Facebook.
The use of Facebook
accounts for 62 percent of users' time online in the United States.
As feelings of
loneliness increases, the time spent on Facebook increases. Facebook can cause envy
and trigger feelings of deep misery and loneliness.
Statistics in the west
say that half the people felt worse after visiting the site and more dissatisfied
with their lives, while people who browsed without contributing were affected
the most.
A negative experience
from Facebook left them feeling lonely and frustrated .
Holiday photos were the
biggest cause of resentment with more than half of envy incidents triggered by such
joyful snaps on Facebook.
There are even some who
falls head long into the dark pit of loneliness from such innocuous things like
the number of birthday greetings they received to those of their Facebook
friends and how many "likes" or comments were made on photos and
postings.
These feelings of envy
were found to prompt some users to boast more about their achievements on the
site run by Facebook Inc. to portray themselves in a better light.
Facebook provides an invaluable
resource for fulfilling the basic human need for social connection. But there is
a difference between a f acebook hug and a real FLESH AND BLOOD HUG.
Rather than enhance
well-being, Facebook use predicts the
opposite result – it undermines it.
It takes a real CHOOT to spend so much of their time on these bullsh#t
sites, constantly sharing posts, updating their statuses, and commenting. These are the CHOOTS who are most likely to
be lonely and possibly depressed.
In real life this is
tatamount to peeping into others houses with a telescope. Before facebook era
lot of people did this.
I had a Anglo Indian
Second Mate from Kochi, who bought such a long range telescope with stand .
When I asked him if he
peeps into other people houses from his high rise flat, he said his mother like
to do it.
Then I told him “ Make sure
she is NOT caught—in Kochi the people will NOT take such peeping Toms nay-
Marys , kindly – your mother will be ostracized “
The time that people
spend on with their virtual social partners displaces the time they spend with
their real ones in FTF (face to face) interaction.
Below: M80 Moosa TV serial -- an illiterate fisherman with his facebook mad vernacular wife .
Dear husband , my
latest cookery recipe is a super hit on Facebook. Do you have any idea how many LIKES I
got for my recipe.
I do NOT know how many
likes you got- stop gloating - but make
sure you enter the kitchen
tomorrow morning
lest you get something else from me instead of LIKE.
You are a jealous man,
just because I am new generation.
If you beat me, I will
put it on face book.
I am fed up of you- why
don’t you keep quiet and go to sleep ? You and you bullshit Facebook –balls!
Moosa my husband,
tomorrow I will put a photo in Facebook—not of yours –because I will not get a
single LIKE with your photo..
I don’t earn my money by getting LIKE from society , I live by
working hard. Pray- what the hell is
this stupid LIKE ?
It means – LOVE. I got
146 likes so far.
Who are these 146
people ?
Coyly -- there are lot of men
too.
Does that mean these men LOVE
you ?
tongue in cheek-- YESSSS !
OH MY GOD !!!
scoffing -- You are an old generation man . You do NOT know what this new generation
is. Now do not go around and tell people
that we do NOT have Facebook . It will bring us shame.
I do NOT have Facebook—but
I have another book – full of DEBT entries. I now want to sleep—so that I can
work and reduce some of my debts in the grocery store. Allow me to sleep.
Oh my god—please help
so that I get 250 likes for the picture I put in Facebook tomorrow.
Just go to sleep you she
buffalo!.
Oh CRY CRY —what type
of husband I have—who has never got a single COMMENT or LIKE !!.
MOST WESTERN TOURISTS COME TO INDIA TO CURE THEIR CRUSHING LONELINESS. INDIA IS THE LAST POCKET OF
SPIRITUALITY ON THIS PLANET . REST OF THE PLANET HAS SINGLE BOOK , SINGLE MESSIAH RELIGIONS . .
LONELY
PEOPLE HAVE THIN AURAS WITH DARK HOLES
IN THEM. THESE
TOURISTS CAN TAKE A KIRLIAN CAMERA PICTURE
ON ARRIVAL INDIA AND DEPARTURE INDIA- AND CHECK FOR THEMSELVES.
These emotionally
disregulated people suffer from a
strange loss of security in their material world. The roots of their loneliness
lies in lack of love in their childhood. They are assailed with thoughts and feelings
of inadequacy, imperfection and shame.
While
smiling and having fun in their “parties” they danced and pretended to be
upbeat, while feeling worthless inside.
They hid their core feelings of loneliness. With a belief of potential rejection/
abandonment, their loneliness fed on
itself.
A lot of them are homosexuals whose feelings are based on lust and NOT
love. Most of the spectators whom you see in soccer games , rock concerts and
beaches of the west , are very lonely people.
Lot of the old western tourists are emotionally vulnerable after the
loss of friends and family, reduced mobility or limited income.
The lonely people
suffered in silence for long , wasting hard earned money on modern doctors and their destructive drugs .
And then some well wisher whispered in their ear-- " Go to India -- stop this downward spiral-- the very energy inherent in the soil of the ancient holy land fills up the empty void and cures ".
Below : A lot of foreigners who do NOT have the money/ time to come on a holiday to India, just celebrate our RIP ROARING Hindu festivals -- to get rid of loneliness .
And then some well wisher whispered in their ear-- " Go to India -- stop this downward spiral-- the very energy inherent in the soil of the ancient holy land fills up the empty void and cures ".
Below : A lot of foreigners who do NOT have the money/ time to come on a holiday to India, just celebrate our RIP ROARING Hindu festivals -- to get rid of loneliness .
Modern MRI, CAT have shown that the brains of people
experiencing depression show marked variations in the absorption of serotonin
and norepinephrine.
When mixed
correctly, dopamine, serotonin and norepinephrine work like a happiness cocktail. These monoamine neurotransmitters are
naturally produced in the human body . Correct mixing can be assisted by very low
dose medical marijuana.
Dopamine releases
feel good endorphins. A protein rich diet boosts dopamine and
norepinephrine levels. Carbohydrates
activate the release of serotonin- this is why rice eaters hate chappatis..it
is NOT gluten alone.
Below: Depression is a disease of loneliness
Our Indian food laden
with amazing spices helped to provide our body with nutrients to enhance
dopamine, serotonin and norepinephrine.
The Chutney Marys, Pickle Johns and wannabe Gora gaands switched over to
western food— a major diet based reason why their marriages fail.
You will NOT get such critical information
from main stream medical books.
Getting back to
FACEBOOK AND LONELINESS
I had a friend who
boasted about his 1000+ Facebook friends –and how many LIKES he gets every
day.
I asked , how many of these people
would take you along with them on a
picnic? He says “All of them”
Then I gave him a
scenario.
He had hundreds of Facebook
friends in Mumbai. He was from a small
UP town. He should declare on Facebook that he would be coming to Mumbai to
consult a doctor about some imaginary stomach
problem.
He must declare that he need a home place to stay FREE as hotels
would be expensive . He must declare that he plans to stay in one of his dear Mumbai Facebook friends house .
After that watch the deadly silence of
his Mumbai Facebook friends.
Loneliness brings its
users to Facebook, rather than because Facebook makes people lonely.
When
people communicate online they can reflect and think longer before saying
something. Such measured and pre-meditated responses are NOT genuine.
Lonely individuals who
are shy or have low social support may turn to Facebook to compensate for their
lack of social skills . Increased online contacts may replace real-life
communication. But despite so many ‘connected’ people, the social network is
full of lonely hearts.
A friendship requested
ignored can cause a spiral of downward sadness . The lonelier someone is, the
longer they spend on Facebook. Facebook
does not reduce people’s sense of isolation at all.
Facebook was meant to
include only your real friends, the ones you feel comfortable sharing private
and intimate details with. Human
specific friendship is missing on Facebook-you play to the gallery.
Sincere
human emotions are missing. Facebook is a killing
field of fake emotions—nothing is genuine.
Facebook users have
higher levels of total narcissism, exhibitionism, than Facebook nonusers It's all too easy to become addicted to the
instant spark of gratification we get when someone likes our Facebook update,
retweets our brilliance, or reposts a pic from Instagram.
Social networks appeal
to your vanity and play to your vulnerability. They seduce you with the feeling
, that if you get enough friends or followers or likes, we will feel truly
significant ( like LORD FU#KLAND ) in the world.
Facebook could even
cause problems in relationships, by increasing feelings of jealousy—you know
some of them are plainly bullsh#tting ..
Most people felt worse
after visiting the site and more dissatisfied with their lives, while people
who browsed without contributing were affected the most.
Happy holiday photos in
exotic lands, and showcasing achievements like running 10 km in 30 min ( BULL )
cause resentment and jealousy.
Users are affected by how many birthday greetings they received to
those of their Facebook friends and how many "likes" or even comments
were made on photos and postings.
Rather than enhance
well-being, Facebook use undermines it.
Having HAJAAAAR friends
on Facebook might make you feel that you have lots of friends, but you have no
face-to-face flesh and blood contact.
In some ways it is good
for ex-classmate buddies to get back in touch after they have come back home
from abroad or a far away job station—to pick up the threads- pick up right
where they left off
Facebook is all about
self-presenting. Users present themselves as happy and winners, regardless of the facts. All want to be envied and popular, so they
show a side of themselves which is FAKE.
Below: yeh JUGAAD nahi chalta hai !
Below: yeh JUGAAD nahi chalta hai !
REAL communication is
about telling your well wishers and intimate friends about how you REALLY
feel. Loneliness is all but guaranteed
if we present a false picture of ourselves.
This affects your REM sleep.
Facebook is a recipe
for self-centeredness, not self-actualization.
You get so dang busy
with trying to present a happy face to the world that you lose any reason for
it to actually be a happy face. When a true friend visits you, over a beer
you share your deepest deepest feelings, thoughts, and experiences – this is
instant catharsis.
Most Facebook users
simply consumed a lot of content passively.. Facebook has the opposite effect,
lowering feelings of connection and increasing the sense of loneliness.
Some rich and beautiful people seem to get
all the likes.
OK- I AM SWITCHING MY TV
CHANNEL FROM NEWS TO CRICKET – AND IMMEDIATELY SHE GETS 30 LIKES.
Facebook isn’t the
problem.
It’s the fu#kin’
symptom
Below: Here is a BIRTHDAY CARD for some Facebook friend who you know is plainly bull shitting --about what a great WINNER he is .
Below: Here is a BIRTHDAY CARD for some Facebook friend who you know is plainly bull shitting --about what a great WINNER he is .
I had experienced
loneliness once. We were in NIPM
Chennai for a 7 week period of various professional courses. We all
had a ball .
This place was bang on the
beach and during the tsunami the swimming pool was filled with salt water and
muck.
We had a grand booze party in between the
course with most bringing their wives in
for a day and inviting all the shore marine big wigs—ignoring the snooty diktats
of the IAS director of the institution—( IAS govt folks understanding sailors ?
TEE HEEE ) . Mind you we could have been jailed .
I remember there were
77 ship Captains .
At the end of the
course all who had already packed their bags , ran like Cinderellas ,got into 3 buses and went away to the railways
stations and airports by 3 PM .
My train from Chennai to
Calicut was the next day morning.
But
the crushing feeling on loneliness in the empty college hostel was too much. One
of my ex- shipmates from UP who had settled down in Chennai ( we
were happy cadets together on the same ship ) hung around in his car
with his wife.
Seeing my state he
hijacked me to his home with baggage. I
slept in his posh home that night. His wife's father ran a huge business and stayed in the same home .
Only at that time I
understood the crushing loneliness of the young school boy in Raj Kapoor’s
movie MERA NAAM JOKER - when all school
students went away from a boarding school for vacation leaving behind the young
character played by Rishi Kapoor all alone .
I guess my UP friend remembered how
I rescued him from loneliness on the cadet ship.
We were having a soccer ,
match in Odessa ( Ukraine of USSR ) . He
did NOT get a slot in the playing eleven and was hanging around on the bench as
an extra. I had just scored the equalizer
just before half time and I heard this
guy clapping and shouting from the bench.
During the break seeing his lonely face , I
gave him my playing dress – this meant that I had to strip to my undies and wear
his corny bell bottom pants, big collared shirt , and extra-high heeled shoes .
He used to scratch his balls those days excessively , and I was sort of feeling like UGHHH ! ( believe me a BIG sacrifice )
He used to scratch his balls those days excessively , and I was sort of feeling like UGHHH ! ( believe me a BIG sacrifice )
He was
overjoyed – as he never expected this kind
gesture .. though the entire team objected . ( he could NOT play soccer for
nuts PSSSTTTT – we used to call him GOAT ) . We won the game by a goal , or I would have faced flak .
Seeing his cute small son scratching his balls ( for no reason ) the same way -- his attractive wife interjected - BAAP BETA HAS THE SAME HABIT , THEY DO IT THE SAME WAY !
Seeing his cute small son scratching his balls ( for no reason ) the same way -- his attractive wife interjected - BAAP BETA HAS THE SAME HABIT , THEY DO IT THE SAME WAY !
In the West more than
30% of the people feel lonely due to lack of family values and unhappiness in
the home, this makes it the biggest disease. Modernization must be blames for all this.
When you send your old
parents to an old age home, it makes them lonely for sure . More than that it affects your subconscious as an UNGRATEFUL child. It
affects your REM sleep .
Ingratitude takes a
very heavy toll, this is something the west is unaware of. In adults, loneliness is a major precipitant
of depression and alcoholism.
When you have poor sleep quality, you have diminished
restorative processes.
LONELINESS IS A HUMAN CONDITION , NOT A DISEASE – THIS IS WHAT THE MODERN DOCTORS DO NOT KNOW.
REM sleep is dream sleep
-at about 70 to 90 minutes into your sleep cycle, you enter REM sleep. You
usually have three to five REM episodes per night.
Your eyes jerk rapidly in various directions under your eyelids, thus the name Rapid Eye Movement (REM) Sleep, where most muscles are paralyzed with occasional twitches. This level is also referred to as paradoxical sleep because the sleeper, although exhibiting Beta EEG waves similar to a waking state, is harder to arouse than at any other sleep stage.
Your eyes jerk rapidly in various directions under your eyelids, thus the name Rapid Eye Movement (REM) Sleep, where most muscles are paralyzed with occasional twitches. This level is also referred to as paradoxical sleep because the sleeper, although exhibiting Beta EEG waves similar to a waking state, is harder to arouse than at any other sleep stage.
Vital signs indicate
arousal and oxygen consumption by the brain is higher than when the sleeper is
awake. There is shallow rapid
breathing. REM stage has increased heart
rate, raised blood pressure, erection in males, and the body does not regulate
its temperature. Most of the vivid dreams occur during REM sleep, once awaken
at this stage a person can remember the dreams.
The function of REM
sleep is still NOT yet determined by modern science, though written in our Vedas 7000 years ago.
All scientists know is
that a lack of it will impair the ability to learn complex tasks. One approach to understanding the role of
sleep is to study the deprivation of it.
During this period, the EEG pattern returns to high frequency waves
which look similar to the waves produced while the person is awake.
Adults spend 20% of their sleep in REM..
As you can see a major
part of your life on earth is spent in REM sleep. God has made it so for a reason.
You cannot kick small babies in the head and
then say – “I am R nobody can do
anything to me” !
God will punish you severely with MENTAL LEPROSY ..
You cannot consume alcohol or take tranquiliser drugs to go into REM sleep.
God will punish you severely with MENTAL LEPROSY ..
You cannot consume alcohol or take tranquiliser drugs to go into REM sleep.
Sleep is necessary for
our nervous systems to work properly If sleep deprivation continues,
hallucinations and mood swings may develop.
Males have an erection and females have enlarged clitoris during REM
sleep. However this is NOT because of
thoughts of sex, sorry.
No matter what a dream
is about, REM sleep will cause an erection in a man ( who is not impotent
). Even newborn boys have a boner
during REM sleep! The reason why men
sometimes wake up with a hop is simply because they were having a dream ( not a
sex dream ) when they woke up.
In females, nocturnal
clitoral tumescence or NCT is accompanied by vaginal blood flow and
transudation ( lubrication ). During a
normal night of sleep the penis and clitoris may be erect for a total time of
from one hour to as long as three and a half hours during REM.
DIGRESSION:
Hey, I can give you readers mindless TITS AND TWATS -- the above "HARD ON " picture does NOT belong to the perversion category you get hour after hour in TOILET PAPER OF INDIA .
divas keep it short
bold acts in bollywood
celebs posing nude
kalki lesbian scene uncut ( hum bhi french, majja hai !)
alia bhatts hot kisses
sunny leone's XXX secrets revealed
no A listeners for sunny leone
kalki koechin wants to act in adult comedy ( tum bhi french rinchet?--majja hai !)
CBFC approves kalki's lesbian scene ( hum dhannya ho gaya ! )
sunny leone HOT photos
things that happen to women during sex
is BHARGEENITY--nay-- virginity still a big deal ?
9 things you must never do while having sex
how sex can help you live longer
Below: For my foreign readers- Kalki Koechlin is a French woman who gets sponsored on Indian TV and cinema -- whose upper lips are larger than her lower lips. Indian women never put plastic in lips as they are blessed with naturally full lips.
BOLO TOH --
Below: Sunny Leone is a XXX porn actress imported from Canada- she has never allowed sheer numbers , intimidate her .
getting back-
bold acts in bollywood
celebs posing nude
kalki lesbian scene uncut ( hum bhi french, majja hai !)
alia bhatts hot kisses
sunny leone's XXX secrets revealed
no A listeners for sunny leone
kalki koechin wants to act in adult comedy ( tum bhi french rinchet?--majja hai !)
CBFC approves kalki's lesbian scene ( hum dhannya ho gaya ! )
sunny leone HOT photos
things that happen to women during sex
is BHARGEENITY--nay-- virginity still a big deal ?
9 things you must never do while having sex
how sex can help you live longer
Below: For my foreign readers- Kalki Koechlin is a French woman who gets sponsored on Indian TV and cinema -- whose upper lips are larger than her lower lips. Indian women never put plastic in lips as they are blessed with naturally full lips.
BOLO TOH --
Below: Sunny Leone is a XXX porn actress imported from Canada- she has never allowed sheer numbers , intimidate her .
getting back-
The fact that a penis
becomes erect and a clitoris becomes engorged, regardless of whether the dreams
in progress have any erotic content or not is used to determine whether a man’s
impotence is of physiological or psychological origin.
APPIDIYAA ?
APPIDITHAAN !
Twice the amount of
blood flows to your brain during REM than when you are conscious. REM sleep restores us mentally. REM has an UNLEARNING and memory-consolidating function . Some of these clutter memories taken in by
our senses may be rejected by the mind as useless, while others may be seen as
valuable and retained.
REM sleep provides
endogenous stimulation to prevent the brain from being shut down too long. REM sleep also acts as an escape valve for
letting off the “psychic steam” that accumulates from emotional stresses during
the day. People become anxious, irritable,
and sometimes borderline psychotic, when they have been experimentally deprived
of REM.
Lonely people have poor REM sleep.
Astronauts take a
Schumann field generator with them to produce 7.83 Hertz ( which is also the
frequency of the earth and Hindu king mantra OM ) , to get proper REM sleep.
This Schumann generator can generate full
strength Schumann resonance which is in harmony with the 7 chakras of the human
body.
Without this resonance, the top 3 chakras in
your body are rendered ineffective why insomnia might lead to depression: it is
unpleasant, the subject lies awake at night and can ruminate on unpleasant
thoughts. Daytime sleepiness reduces
general quality of life.
Dimwit modern doctors
try to suppress REM to treat depression. EVIL PHARMA has made antidepressant drugs which suppress REM sleep.
This is an unpardonable crime and these idiots do NOT understand the healing effects of REM sleep. REM sleep prevents self destructive behavior .
This is an unpardonable crime and these idiots do NOT understand the healing effects of REM sleep. REM sleep prevents self destructive behavior .
Loneliness increases
the concentration of cortisol levels in the body. Prolonged, high cortisol levels can cause
anxiety, depression, digestive problems, heart disease, sleep problems, impaired
cellular immunity, and weight gain.
Love on two way street
kills loneliness. Joining a yoga class, owning
a small loving pet dog , playing/ watching
your favourite outdoor game combats loneliness.
Peering into a photo
album containing good memories combats loneliness. The worst part of holding the memories is not
the pain, but the loneliness of it. Memories need to be shared. The most
terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved and rejected.
The loneliness you feel
with another person, the wrong person, is the loneliest of all- it eats you
away like acid. Over time, loneliness
gets inside you and doesn't go away.
God created man for
society. He cannot bear to be wholly
forgotten by it. Loneliness is the poverty of self; solitude is richness of
self . People cannot win against their
loneliness because loneliness is the worst kind of pain it - it brings
one face to face with oneself.
Crowds cannot cure loneliness
when emptiness is your constant companion. Rather it can make you more lonely
when you realise you have no one to turn
to. All seem to be happy in their own world except you.
Recently I watched the
AIB Roast video where lot of perverts were propagating homosexuality and anal
sex. In the whole audience I could see every few
people who were NOT lonely. There is a
way a lonely man smiles- it does NOT reach his eyes.
Below: Icons for India's children-- the salt -nay- bounty of India .
Gays cannot
differentiate between lust and love . Anal penetration is NOT love. Homosexuals
are VERY LONELY people. The decadent west honors dark sexuality like
sadomasochism, as an expression of love.
GAYS MUST HAVE MULTIPLE
PARTNERS , THIS IS A PSYCHOLOGICAL THING AND THEY NEED TO PREY ON MINORS WHO ARE CONFUSED AND UNABLE TO KICK
HIM ON HIS BALLS .
AAARRGGHH PPTTHHEEEOOOYYYYY !
Uprooting family values
and spiritual decay is the aim of the NEW WORLD ORDER fully supported by our
BENAMImedia. The whole idea is to break
the emotional security of the family and make you lonely.
Gays are being
encouraged to identify with a "sexual orientation" and not a country,
a culture .so that BIG BROTHER can steal . The NWO promotion of 'all things gay' serves a
much deeper and sinister role than most people suspect. Who has selected this word GAY— Lochin fu#kin' var ?
KNOWING THAT YOU AS$HOLE
HAS A NON-HEALING FISSURE AND YOUR PRICK
HAS A COLD SORE MAKE YOU VERY LONELY.
Orgasm from LOVE ( and
not LUST ) electrically charges healthy sperm.
A man will never make an ass out of a woman he loves – rather he
is ready to sacrifice . A lonely
preying gay will definitely make an ass out of the man whose whose ass he want
to penetrate . These perverts do NOT care about the other
person's feelings before acting.
Love is something far
more than base desire for anal sexual intercourse. Love is the principal means of escape from
the loneliness which afflict human beings . A man in a foreign and strange land
will NOT feel lonely as long as he knows that he has someone who loves him
waiting for him to return home.
Love sees a bright
future together . There is this feeling that your life would be totally empty
without her. You include her in all your
plans .
Love and marriage have
been "discredited," by the R owned BENAMI Indian media . According to them if India has to progress
there must be rampant ANAL SEX if possible on the streets in public- and Indian
women must be employed in some Zionist multinational company rather than being
a home maker .
In the decadent west women
have nothing left to exchange for love but sex.
Within a year of a
western girl getting her first menses she has already spread her legs
for dozens of boys — just to spread the good word around that she is NOT a
lesbian or a frigid ice cube.
It is NO wonder that
they are unnaturally obsessed with appearance , putting plastic inside their
bodies and pathetically give their bodies to all and sundry. Date rapes are considered LOBE—nay- love.
Indian women are being exhorted
and brainwashed by R controlled media , that
self-fulfillment lies in career success and not husband and family.
In India since ancient
days love is not based on a woman's sex
appeal, but on other gunas . Ultimately, it is based her homemaker abilities.
Love looks not with the
eyes, but with the mind. It's love when
a woman rejoices for her partner's happiness and his dreams , even if that means being away from her .
Love is what makes you
stay with someone even thought the butterflies and feelings of lust are
gone. Love is when you want to do all
you can for someone not expecting anything in return at all.
We have arranged
marriages in Hindusim because we know that people mistake LUST and INFATUATION
for LOVE.
If you find a person's face and body gorgeous,
and the things he does or his bank balance pushes your buttons, then you have
lust, and it feels fantastic; but it's not love with an emotional connection.
When the chemicals
start to fade from your body, the lust will disappear; and you'll be wondering
what you ever saw in him
R cultivated an idiot
by the name of Charles Darwin , to
eliminate god from the equation. Most of
the atheists are VERY lonely people.
Many women in India
have become schizophrenic ( triggered by loneliness ) , as they attempt
to reconcile their natural motherly instincts with constant exhortations to do
the opposite.
God's love can ONLY be
seen in a woman's dedication to her husband and children— not to her gora boss
in some Zionist multinational company – who will give her FREE company bonus for IVF fertilization , in case
she has missed her biological bus.
If your partner is the first
person that you think about when you want to share your innermost thoughts, it is love. There is a great willingness to make sacrifices for
another and working at settling differences. There is this ability to
compromise so that either both win or at least give the other person's opinion
a chance.
The English language
created the world 'loneliness' to
express the insufferable pain of being alone where you are sucked in a downward
spiral . And it has created the word 'solitude' to express the glory being alone using free choice .
Loneliness makes us vulnerable- solitude does not . Solitude is pleasant. Loneliness is not.
The loneliness you get
at sea is personal and alive. It doesn't
subdue you and make you feel abject.
THE CAPTAIN OF A SHIP IS A LONELY
MAN —NOT IF HE IS TRUSTED BY HIS CREW AND HE RETAINS HIS HONOUR.
Loneliness is never
more cruel than when it is felt in close propinquity with someone who has
ceased to communicate. This need NOT be husband and wife .
One of my Third Mate’s once told me that as a
cadet SCI used him to man ships waiting for scrap in Mumbai harbor. He used to
be alone with another cadet . Both were friends—but
then they would fall our over some minor thing –and they would not talk to each
other for a week.
Yet they would cook together on a stove . ( This is NOT
allowed by law – as young 18 year old cadets cannot be misused thus way ). They would start talking again as the loneliness of
a huge ship with only two souls on board ( like marooned on an island ) can be
crushing.
No one ever discovers
the real depths of his own loneliness. Loneliness
is the universal problem of rich people who have exploited vulnerability in a
mean manner . Fame and fortune doesn't
end loneliness.
Creative writing which
can make a dent in the universe and leave foot prints in the sands of time for
thousands of years is indeed an antidote for loneliness.
The west do NOT have
psychologists who are smart enough to save their own lives. No wonder their top cat Sigmund Freud
committed suicide. .
The decadent west has lost connection with themselves. It requires some amount of intelligence to
understand this statement.
This
sense of separation from self is felt as a deep emptiness , an excruciating longing – “ the hole in the
soul syndrome” . They feel that something is missing all the while.
This HOLE IN THE SOUL
is the main cause of all their compulsive, addictive, unhealthy behaviors.
They drink, drug, over-eat, shop,
consume, waste, abuse, acquire, collect, hoard, manipulate, control, export,import
, manufacture – all in an effort to numb the pang of loneliness.
Digression:
WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE
BETWEEN A PRIEST AT PRAYER AND A CHUTNEY MARY IN A BATH TUB ?
TEEEE HEEEEEE !
Gettin' back-
Pain and fever is the symptom for you to find out what is wrong with your body and take steps to heal.
Pain and fever is the symptom for you to find out what is wrong with your body and take steps to heal.
Same way loneliness is
a pain from the soul to stop and ponder , what has gone wrong. It is a
inner voice asking you to be true to yourself – true to the purpose that God
re-inducted you into this planets life on a mission .
Somewhere , sometime
you have lost connection to your inner self. Maybe you were ungrateful. Maybe
you did NOT use your god given abilities to do good to the planet and its
denizens . The loneliness that you feel is none other than the voice of your inner
soul calling out to you.
You will never be
lonely if you have the care , love and support of a happy home. All things of
great value are absolutely free, given an received in silence without an
audience. Strive for good robust health
and a positive cash flow ( in step with modern times ).
Be yourself – there is NO need for silicon,
cock sock , wigs, high heels or hair dye. Hold your self esteem high, without props. It
is important to love the job you do. Do
NOT hold a job like these benami TV anchors who have the Zionist golden
handcuffs on them—they sell their motherland, day in day out. These people are always lonely.
Have clear
meaning and purpose to your life. Live your life by design—not default. Wipe a tear from a hungry man. Give a lift to a footslogger whom you have always
ignored. Visit someone who never expected you , in the hospital. Feel the
happiness course through your veins. I call this bliss. Being socially
responsible.
Following the path of self discovery. Have an open heart. Celebrations
are in order when you have won something your deserved and worked hard at—or even
worn yourself out for.. Sleeping well at night, because you have a clean
conscience – for you have never stitched up anybody . Because you have a sense
of accomplishment in managing the pieces of your day and feel like a winner.
Because you have run your own race .
You have no need to over analyze and then
declutter your mind or tonsure the past with booze and drugs. Have the ability to say NO and pull the plug, to cast a shoe aside that does not fit and being
graceful , mature and poised while doing this.
Have the ability to play a bad hand well. Retain your good sense of humor.
Never breach a
trust. Have pride in own character. Have
hope in defeat and faith in your abilities. Compassion and forgiveness are
perfectly selfish and wise acts to avoid loneliness . Kindness, generosity,
patience, tolerance, humility, fairness , helping others to grow and reach
their potential -- all create happiness and keep loneliness at bay.
Follow your
emotions but know when to control them. An easy and calm mind can only be attained
when emotions are allowed a safe expression.
Perfectionism is a deep
ego trip. Have the ability to separate
your pride from the situation in hand.
Our ancient Maharishis said in all their
wisdom—“ Do NOT allow beautiful things to own you.” Maharishis
could make out a lonely man by watching his aura or seeing his skin tone.
Do NOT be
hypersensitive and take mundane things personally .Every body is having a tough
time. Most have no time for tender mercies. Do NOT expect too much. There is no need to dwell on nasty remarks . Have the ability to move on after grieving. Show grace under pressure.
Breaking your own word
to yourself consistently, makes you lonely.
Loneliness is unchecked can get you addicted to emotional drama,
hysteria and cynicism. Being happy at the expense of anothers deep unhappiness
affects your sub-conscious and propels you to loneliness . When you go to a Hollywood
swimming pool you can taste loneliness.
Have zest and
enthusiasm for life. It is easier said then done for a man deep in the dark well
of loneliness and sinking .
Our 6000 year old
Ayurveda told us how to avoid loneliness -- to experience as many colours hues
of nature every day ( flowers, blue water, white clouds, green grass, red
sunset etc ) during a nature walk , -- and as many food taste varieties (
salty, sweet, sour, bitter etc ).
People who let a small
dispute injure a great friendship are lonely. Sachin Tendulkar must know what he did to Vinod
Kambli.
Make peace with your
past --so that you don't mar your present.
Never jump into the
bandwagon, or bow to precedent-- never be preoccupied with stuff over which you
have zilch control--
Treat life as an
adventure-- never let criticism shake your confidence—
Happiness is not a
constant. Just because you are not happy
it does not mean something is wrong. Perfect utopia lies only in the minds of
unhappy perfectionists.
Identify and avoid
disruptive behavior. Never bow to
precedent. Cut off ties with dishonest ,
mean and negative people. The more crap
you put up with, the more crap you will get. Refuse to be swayed by emotion when it
conflicts with reason. Avoided problems
will not go away, rather it becomes worse.
Always have your opinions.
Silence , and spinning
the CHARKHA while looking away, has lead
the way to every atrocity in history. Knowing what is right and not being able to do
it is cowardice. Such a man cannot be happy.
GANDHIJI NE CHARKHA GHUMAAKE HUMKO AAZADI DILWAAYA – SPAKE
AN ALICE FROM GUJJULAND
Never show weakness
while negotiating. Make peace with your
past so that it does not mess up your present.
Accept that life is NOT always fair.
Dignity consists not in
possessing honors, but in the consciousness that we deserve them— THAT IS WHY
MANY FAMOUS PEOPLE ARE LONELY.
If you feel lonely, try
and win the trust and affection of a street dog. Take out a piece of meat from your Hyderabadi
biriyani and feed that dog. It will never forget you after that. Believe me it can be a very rewarding
experience.
You must always show
interest in other people before they will show interest in you, if they ever
do. Do not think that just showing up will win you instant friends. It can be a
long, painstaking process and most people you meet already have their own
friends and lives.
When a western tourist comes to India , he is guided by his tourist brochure not to give eye contact to Indians-- who may then try to take advantage out of them .
So who cares ?
When you take a sub train
in Europe or Scandinavia the same people will sit opposite to each other for a
year- yet they will NOT give eye contact- or even wish Happy New Year ..
There are the loneliest
looking people in the world.
I have been all around
this planet .
I know !
If you wanna join Amway or Tupperware parties to lose your
loneliness – here is my advise —stay away! You will only become more lonely. Here
friends and family are used like curry leaves and discarded .
Free enterprise and
social responsibility , my ass.
Amway has churned out
so many lonely people on the verge of mental breakdown.
Turn your loneliness
into something beautiful and even profitable- like Charles Schultz of Peanuts
fame, by all means . But avoid deliberate suffering.
Lots of western old
women grow vegetable gardens or rose gardens, which is indeed a bright idea,to
be fruitfully occupied while alone while warding off feelings of abandonment by
children based loneliness. They lengthen
their lives and reduce on medicare by this hobby.
Staying alone and feeling
lonely increases your chances of early death by more than 30%..it is not just
sadness and melancholy at stake here . There is great pain in feeling like an outcast.
There is great agony in loving someone whom you cared for and made great sacrifices
, who doesn’t feel the same way. Loneliness
leads to depression and other, more dangerous emotional states.
We feel lonely when we are
unhappy with the quality or quantity of our interpersonal relationships. Socially
isolated western women have higher breast cancer symptoms. Having
friends and strong social connections will help them live longer and live better.
Friendship
quantity is important when we’re younger. But as we get older quality is more important
than quantity.
Again, loneliness is
not the same as being alone. Everybody may choose to be alone at certain times. It is only when you seem trapped in your
loneliness that it becomes a real problem.
You might experience
loneliness as a vague feeling that something is not right, a kind of emptiness.
Or you might feel loneliness as a very
intense deprivation and deep pain. One type of loneliness might be related to
missing a specific loved individual because they have died or because they are
so far away without contact.
You might even feel
emotionally isolated when you are surrounded by people but are having
difficulty reaching out to them.
Loneliness is a passive
state. You passively letting it continue and doing
nothing to change it. You hope it will go away. It wont and if you are NOT pro-active it will
engulf you.
You may feel brave
enough to embrace loneliness and sinking down into the feelings associated with
it . It will send you into a downward
whirlpool of depression and even suicide.
To stop feeling lonely,
you must first accept that you are feeling lonely. Lonely people do NOT admit it to their
friends and relatives. Write your
feelings down in a diary.
Expressing your
feelings , even in a poem might lead you
to discover that you feel a number of
things which might be connected to your feelings of loneliness, including
sadness, anger, and frustration.
You may be able to begin to see where these
feelings are coming from—what they are connected to in your lives. As you begin to see the connections you will
be more able to begin to make some useful changes.
When you are drowning you
need to make an attempt to swim first to float and then to save yourself..
Others cannot force you to do it. You have to help yourself.
Stop being passive and
become more active.
When people deny or
conceal their loneliness, it gets worse. People will become lonely for a while
when the spouse dies or a best friend rejects your friendship over a trivial
thing . Maybe that friend who let a
minor discord injure a great friendship , was NOT worth it.
If we’re missing
someone, telephone them or even visit them.
Sending a email is NOT the same as a voice contact or a visual skype
contact .
Loneliness promotes distrust. Sometimes it is better to open out to someone
who is OUTSIDE your social circle—or you will never open up enough
It may be better to open up during a long walk on the sea shore or a park ,instead of face to face – so that the emotional temperature can be kept low.
Loneliness is a state
of mind.
By the way, poverty is NOT a state of mind like what our
AKKAL KA DUSHMAN yuvraj told .
Loneliness, is not necessarily about being alone. Rather it is the perception of being alone and
isolated .
Loneliness is connected
with loss of roots. A young Khalistani
Sikh in Canada may sound very upbeat- but deep inside he is lonely and hurting.
He
is reaping the fruits of the choice his vulnerable father or grandfather made.
This man can never be a first class citizen- he can pretend till the cows come home . He can paint KNEDAAA ( Canada ) so rosy that his entire
village wants to migrate.
Many of you must have
felt a strange stage fright in school when you had to deliver an extempore
speech to a large audience on stage .
For lonely people life becomes a stage .
They lack the confidence in
themselves , and they believe that they are unworthy of the attention or regard
of other people.
Loneliness affects physical and mental health. Risks
include -
Depression
Suicide
Heart disease
Stroke
Stress
Memory reduction
Shabby behavior
Poor decision-making
Alcoholism / drug addictions
Alzheimer's disease
Altered brain function/
mental problems
Loneliness disrupts the regulation of cellular
processes causing premature aging.
Every cell in our body
has the ability to remember. Our cellular memory can store the memory of
physical trauma like accidents, wounds, surgeries, abuse, trauma , fear etc
that manifests in low self-esteem, stress etc.
Many modern doctors
scoff at the 7000 year old Vedic theory of cellular memory. Vaccines can be used to explain cellular
memory. In 6000 year old Ayurveda
leeches were used to inject a small controlled amount of cultured bacteria.
Your immune system
immediately sets up a counter-offensive to keep you from getting sick from it. Then your immune system 'remembers' that type
of experience to keep you healthy. This
means vaccines evoke cell memory by their actions.
Cells can “remember”
how to fight a virus so you won’t get reinfected. Cellular memory is the reason why after a
heart transplant, patients are given immune suppressant drugs to stop their own
bodies from attacking the new organ.
If you think Edward Jenner invented
vaccination, you are mistaken. Ayurvedic
physicians from Kerala have used leeches to vaccinate the Egyptian pharaoh .
The master cellular
control system of the human body is holographic. Nothing we experience escapes being imprinted
into our Cellular Hologram in the form of a cell memory. What we commonly refer to as "The
Cellular Memory" is the collective energy field generated by these
individual cell memories. It operates
behind the scenes of our subconscious mind , which takes in everything.
The Cellular Memory is
the database on the storage disk. The files within the database are the cell
memories. Our molecular and cellular
matrix remembers the painful experience and may cause us to avoid situations that
seem similar for fear of reenacting the painful experience. This constricted energy affects our habits and perceptions by way of loneliness.
If each cell contains
all of the information for the whole organism, then our experiences, good or
bad, are also recorded on a cellular level. Those experiences that we perceive as life
threatening will continue to resonate within the memory banks of the body’s
crystalline cellular and molecular matrix because we were not able to resolve
the conflict or dissipate its energy.
When trauma is
suppressed into the cellular memory, that energy can get stuck. The problem
with suppressed cellular memory is not only does it limit our ability to live
freely and joyfully in life but it can also catalyse the body in developing
physical illness.
Cellular memories which
have imprinted themselves in the cells as a result of life experiences. Traumatic
cellular memories are like little transistor radios transmitting destructive
energy patterns within the body, causing loneliness and shutting down the
body’s immune system.
Loneliness can be cured
by spirituality acting at the cellular level , NOT by modern drugs. When spiritual healers heal the cellular
memories , he heals the process that causes the physical, emotional, and
spiritual diseases you have. He defragments the human hard drive.
Cellular healing allows
the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems to harmonize allowing the immune system to do what it was intended to do
and keep you well.
The ancient Vedas has
written that everything in the universe is energy. We may appear solid matter but looks can be
deceiving. Modern science has proved
that if we magnify our cells down to atoms it can be seen that we are made up
of subtle energy fields and not matter.
Modern science now
backs up ancient Indian knowledge that our cells contain Tvatsa ( DNA helix ) which is the blueprint for the complete
design of our physical bodies. Only
Hinduism has ever talked about past life regression.
Non-Hindus cannot talk on this subject as
their single book /single messiah religions preach heaven and hell- not re-incarnation. There is NO heaven / hell concept in
Hinduism.
As we change and grow
in any aspect of our lives, our cells are constantly updating our personal
data. Cells retain the information of all life experiences that has been
absorbed from genetic heritage, nothing ever experienced whether positive or
negative escapes being programmed...
Wilder
Penfold , who lifted from the Vedas, was the first person in modern times, to
bring to the R media (and hence patent the 7000 year old Vedic text) the
idea of our genes storing permanent records of our past, and that these
memories are hidden away from our conscious mind, either by choice or blocked
by trauma etc.
An example of cellular
memory affecting you is recurring nightmares. These arise from cell memories of
your own negative emotions which you deliberately suppress during waking hours.
These upsetting events can sometimes show up this way when the subconscious
mind has so many suppressed memories that it is impossible for them to remain
dormant, and just start to bubble over and
try to connect with the conscious mind, to be recognized and dealt with.
If we cannot meet our feelings of fear, or emotional pain we allow ourselves to
be controlled by them. Without past life regression therapy it can be almost
impossible to heal, as the memories are suppressed and we are not aware of
holding onto them.
Past life regression is mentioned in the Upanishads of
ancient India and is also discussed in
great detail in the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. Patanjali discussed the soul
being burdened with an accumulation of impressions that were part of the karma from
previous lives. Patajali called the process of past life regression,
prati-prasav (literally "reverse birthing"), and involved addressing
current problems through memories of past lives.
Prati-prasav is used today as
a practice in some types of yoga. Past
life regression is a 7000 year old Vedic technique that uses hypnosis to
recover what most practitioners believe are memories of past lives or
incarnations. Hindus believe in re-incarnation.
Past life regression is typically undertaken either in pursuit of a
spiritual experience, or in a psycho therapeutic setting.
Past life regression a
Vedic technique of Charaka ( father of Medicine ) is recommended for people who
are willing and decided to change, to secure relief from vices, negativity,
repetitive illnesses, phobias, separations and conflicts, inability to
love,trust, learn. etc.
Upon completion of the
past life regression therapy, subjects are able to “reverse and resolve”
negativity and vices which, they were
unable to solve through any other treatment or therapy. Erasing stored traumatic
experiences from our cellular memory is akin to deleting a virus from a
computer.
The healer helps the subject access the specific internal negative file and then reprograms or formats it. Entering the
'cellular level' of your consciousness is like entering a vast personal
library, in which you can access all the significant memories, events,
relationships and experiences of one's entire existence from a viewpoint of
clarity, insight, and, most importantly, safety.
From this place of clarity the
significant issues are brought gently into awareness and integrated on all
levels: physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. From these 'ah-ha' moments
of realisation and release, profound healing is triggered at all levels., and
is facilitated with hands-on, energetic and vibrational work . The cellular
memory is the complete blueprint for your existence. It is the energetic
expression of you as a holistic being.
The labels "mind",
"body" and "spirit" are artificial labels that exist to
make it easier for you to comprehend your multidimensional existence on earth. If
you magnify your cells down to your atoms, you would see that you are made up
of subtle bundles of "info-energy." This info-energy is comprised of
physical, mental and emotional data that comes from all of your life
experiences, genetic heritage, and past generations.
Nothing we experience
escapes being imprinted into our cellular hologram in the form of a cell
memory. What we commonly refer to as "The Cellular Memory" is the
collective energy field generated by these individual cell memories. It
operates behind the scenes of our subconscious mind.
Decisions are made in the
mind—choices are made in the gut.
anti-depressants targeting the brain solely, causes nausea. This means
the brain and the gut are like Siamese twins. When one gets upset, the other
one gets upset too. Half the nerve cells are situated in the gut.
When I have a
headache I always target my gut by having an alkaseltzer, and it have never
failed to work 100%, withing 5 minutes.
If your gut is unhealthy, your immunity lowers. Both our gut and our
brain originate early in embryo genesis from the same clump of tissue which
divides during fetal development.
While one section turns
into the central nervous system, another piece migrates to become the enteric
nervous system. Later the two nervous systems connect via a cable called the
vagus nerve — the longest of all the cranial nerves .
The vagus nerve meanders
from the brain stem through the neck and finally ends up in the abdomen.
There’s the brain-gut connection. The Vagus nerve upon leaving the medulla between the medullary pyramid and the inferior cerebellar peduncle, it extends through the jugular foramen, then passing into the carotid sheath between the internal carotid artery and the internal jugular vein down below the head, to the neck, chest and abdomen, where it contributes to the innervation of the viscera.
There’s the brain-gut connection. The Vagus nerve upon leaving the medulla between the medullary pyramid and the inferior cerebellar peduncle, it extends through the jugular foramen, then passing into the carotid sheath between the internal carotid artery and the internal jugular vein down below the head, to the neck, chest and abdomen, where it contributes to the innervation of the viscera.
Yoga gives the Vagus nerve a workout .
Below: Kick all the Zionist sponsored FAKE YOGA GURUS who have hundreds of foreign branches -- who do NOT understand DEEP DIAPHRAGMATIC BREATHING -- on their asses - they do NOT deserve anything better .
Below: Kick all the Zionist sponsored FAKE YOGA GURUS who have hundreds of foreign branches -- who do NOT understand DEEP DIAPHRAGMATIC BREATHING -- on their asses - they do NOT deserve anything better .
Besides output to the various organs in the body, the vagus nerve
conveys sensory information about the state of the body's organs to the central
nervous system. 80-90% of the nerve fibers in the vagus nerve are afferent
(sensory) nerves communicating the state of the viscera to the brain.
This means your
psychological health, is partly derived from the heathy gut. When you have
severe dysentery , have you noticed how depressed you feel? Each organ in our
body renews itself after a few days or weeks.
For instance, in six weeks, each
cell of the liver would have died, to be replaced by new cells. Our eye cells
regenerate every two days, our skin cells regenerate about every 20 to 30 days,
and our stomach lining regenerates about every four days. Why then, even when
the cells are new, and the organ is renewed, do the old physical ailments
continue to show up even in the new blueprint?
Why does an
eye-problem, for example, not cure itself by the third day? What’s happening is
that the memory from the old cell, sometimes called a phantom memory, is passed
on to the new cell being born so the eye problem is replicated again and again
even though the cell is entirely new and this continues indefinitely until the
cell programming is interrupted. Therefore, if we can somehow interrupt the
negative programming, and reprogramme the cell towards positivity, healing can
take place.
The 'cellular imprint'
is released and the physical body, emotional and nervous system cleared of all
past or external influences. 'Sanskaras' (a Vedic term meaning 'scars on the
soul') which have kept us locked into repeating patterns of frustration and
unhappiness, are brought into the Light (literally) and cleared, re-opening our
personal connection to our Source and freeing us to live a more creative, more
fulfilling life.
In the case of phobias,
any traumatic past life event, especially death, can create an activation in
the cellular memory when similar circumstances trigger it. For example, in
cases of OCD, many have had past-lives in which they died from some sort of
plague, thus creating a fear of death from anything connected to germs.
People who are in love
on two way lane are thousands of times more resistance to HIV and viruses than
those without these feelings. Strong positive emotions have showing to have
amazing healing power. The smallest particles known to man are vibrations.
Thoughts are vibrations. Words are vibrations. Sounds are vibrations. Light is a vibration. Our planet is a vibration. Our entire universe and everything within it
(seen and unseen) is a vibrating mass of atoms and subatomic particles.
And all
energy is a VORTEX SCALAR energy is capable of restructuring water molecules
into smaller clusters, thus promoting the biochemical functions of water
related activities in the body, and revitalising the metabolic functions of
living things. When scalar energy is
applied on the human body, the scalar wave both improves the bio-field
radiating outside the body and works internally to permeate the body's tissues.
Scalar energy also has
the ability to destroy viruses and bacteria.
Scalar energy facilitates unclumping of cells and enhances circulation.
This allows the fluid to flow rapidly, delivering nutrients to the cells and
carrying waste away from the cells. This
scalar energy also improves the permeability of cell walls. cells. In this way,
optimum cellular nutrition and detoxification is maintained.
This in turn,
facilitates optimum cellular performance and function retard regeneration,
age-related diseases may be prevented and hence slow down the ageing process.
Each individual human cell possesses two characteristics – capacitance and
inductance – which are the elements of a tuned circuit.
Healing energy produces tiny eddy currents in
body tissue. Electromagnetic
applications in energy medicine induce changes in tissue voltage, improve the
activities of the body's enzymes, enhance ion transport at a cellular level and
affect membrane potentials.
The human body consists of approximately 70% water.
Many biologically active compounds are switched on or off by changes in the
concentrations of dissolved ions such as sodium and potassium. Individual water
molecules, with their tendency to form hydrogen bonds, also stabilise the
structure of proteins, whose action depends crucially on their shape.
If the hydrogen bonding angles of one
molecule are altered, those in the other molecules might be expected to follow
suit (as in a domino effect). Our positive beliefs and intentions act to
enhance the body’s natural flow of scalar energy primarily produced by the
heart, vascular system and supercoil DNA.
This field neutralizes chaotic
incoming signals from the environment and from our negative thoughts, thereby
allowing our cells to utilize their own innate wisdom for self-healing. When
the scalar field resonates with life-enhancing vibrations all the cells in the
body also experience growth signals leading to optimal health and vitality.
If you look at the
source of negative thoughts and emotions, in all cases you will find that the
root cause is “fear.” When you allow fear to interfere with your DNA signaling,
you are traveling down the path of cellular degeneration. The opposite of fear
is love.
Like I said before a cancer patient on a 2 way street of love can cure
himself. Often we are not able to identify the upset or past trauma. In this
case, it may not be as easy as just changing the channel of our thoughts. Even
though many of these issues have been long forgotten, subconsciously, our
behavior is still shaped by them.
Our molecular and cellular matrix remembers
the painful experience and may cause us to avoid situations that seem similar
for fear of reenacting the experience. Poor health often results. In addition,
this constricted energy many times affects our habits and perceptions in
negative ways. Our misperceptions lead us to actions that create obstacles that
keep us from achieving our highest possibilities.
We develop unworkable
relationships due to negative actions or we block our professional goals
because of low self-esteem. Our beliefs about ourselves sabotage our creativity
and general well-being.
Lonely people must identify
the negative thought or emotion. Thy
have to help themselves . What is it you are thinking about that weakens you
and disrupts your DNA communication system?
The way we react to an event is recorded in our molecular matrix. If
each cell contains all of the information for the whole organism, then our
experiences, good or bad, are also recorded on a cellular level.
Those
experiences that we perceive as life threatening may continue to resonate
within the memory banks of the body’s crystalline cellular and molecular matrix
because we were not able to resolve the conflict or dissipate its energy.
This matrix memory can alter our beliefs about
ourselves and consequently our behavior as a result of the earlier, traumatic
experience. This can cause us to feel lonely---
disempowered, have low self-esteem, feel rejected , feel unloved .
These feelings all have a
resonant frequency signature that vibrates throughout our being. This energetic
disturbance upsets neurohormonal pathways in our body and constrict the
energetic flow to cells, DNA, organ tissue, muscle tissue, and other systems in
our body.
Negative thoughts and
emotions can interfere with the electromagnetic, bio photon signaling at the
cellular membrane and DNA levels. When this happens, the communication signals
become chaotic and cellular information and instructions for enzyme and protein
formation become blocked.
All acquired habits, and even higher mental
activity, depend on chains of conditioned reflexes. The conditioned reflex
works by association. Rather than a simple stimulus-response mechanism, the
conditioned reflex is associated with memory.
During healing the healer's alpha
brainwaves synchronise with those of the healee, so both will be resonating at
the same frequency (sympathetic resonance) . Channelling energy through the
healer and to the healee involves both being in the alpha state.
Longitudinal
Scalar healing waves can be sent by a healer .
Scalar waves can be sent from any of the mobius coil systems in the
human body--which includes the DNA, the mobius coil within your rib cage .
Have
you seen the way Mata Amritananda Mayi hugs her devotees. She has hugged 35
million people to date. Can you count up to 35 million?
THE GREAT VEDIC HEALERS
USED TIME REVERSAL METHOD 8000 YEARS AGO, USING SCALAR WAVES FROM THEIR 12
STRAND DNA.
Cells affected by AIDS and
SARS viruses which do NOT have DNA ( they have RNA ) can be time reversed.
Thus the dying cells can be time reversed back
to the healthy original state. With
chemotherapy, and along with it you kiss lot of your healthy cells also good
bye.
5 dimensional standing
wave field like Scalar energy can also be produced by machines, electronically, optically or electromagnetically.
Scalar waves can be
created by wrapping electrical wires around a figure of eight in the shape of a
mobius coil. When an electric current flows though the coil in opposite
directions, the opposing electromagnetic fields from the two wires cancel each
other-- and creates scalar waves.
Plasma --the 4th state of matter is a crystal
like ionised gas, and a super conductor of electricity--as it has an abundance
of free electrons. Plasma can convert a transverse electromagnetic wave to a
longitudinal wave.
Once you let go of the
emotional distress, your thoughts and actions are no longer influenced by
subconscious self-sabotaging influences. The way we react to an event is
recorded in our molecular matrix.
Fear , feeling unwanted
and lack of self esteem are feelings which have a resonant frequency signature
that vibrates throughout our being. This energetic disturbance upsets
neurohormonal pathways in our body and constrict the energetic flow to cells,
DNA, organ tissue, muscle tissue, and other systems in our body.
When properly
activated by sound ( Sanskrit mantras ) combined with intention, the
superconductor that is DNA is designed to re-harmonize the entire bioenergy
blueprint. Our mind itself is scalar in nature. Our intentions create our
reality. As proved amply by the double slit experiment the consciousness of the
observer brought the observed object into being.
Scalar waves are information
carrying waves rather than energy waves. which are linked to human
consciousness and are created by human thought and emotions. They are the
interface between the mental and the physical world although we must keep in
mind that in reality there is no duality between them.
All the processes in the
body including cell communications are triggered by quantum fluctuations, and
all higher brain functions and consciousness also appears at the quantum level.
Repressing emotions is a cause of
disease. Failure to find effective ways to express negative emotions
causes you to 'stew in your own juices.'"
Lonely people must communicate for their own
good.. True cell level healing isn't just about releasing the memories stored
there. It's also about replacing that memory with higher frequencies. When we
release things, a vacuum is created, and unless we fill up that vacuum with a
higher vibration, the same old pattern will be attracted back into the body. So
as heartache is released for example, the cell level healing replaces that
memory with the frequency of love.
Why do Westerners come
all the to India to get healed?. The best hope for healing incurable
illness lies in healing destructive
cellular memories, with the help of spiritually evolved healers.
Our body is
like a river, it may look the same but water gets changed all the time.
98% of our body renews itself every 8
years. Our skin renews itself every 28
days, our blood plasma every ten days, white blood cells renew three weeks, red
blood cells every 120 days, entire blood in four months, cornea replaces every
24 hours, the soft tissue every 6
months, and the dense tissue every 4 years, stomach lining turns over every 4
days, the villi which absorbs nutrients in the small intestine renews every 3
days, the skeleton will completely renew itself about every ten years, the
liver in 150 days, entire hair on head in six years , the inner lining of the
cheeks in a few hours, taste buds on tongue in weeks.
Of course brain damage
is permanent and heart muscle damage is semi-permanent. Then why is that if you
have some skin disease , the new skin which comes does NOT cure the disease?
This is the meaning of
old progamming of new cells—it is about cell memory. DNA can be altered through
magnetic fields, heart coherence, Sanskrit mantras, positive mental states and
intention. Genetic determinism is a
flawed theory.
Factors like love and
appreciation ( positive quantum nutients ) or anxiety and anger ( negative QN )
also influence a person’s DNA blueprint program. When we are stressed or
negative, our biological energy reserves are diverted from the important task of
regenerating and repairing the body.
We can counteract
cellular quantum nutrient deprivation by focusing on genuine states of care,
gratitude , appreciation and love. How
many Hindus mantras have you heard without an element of gratitude in it ?
Almost no one commits
suicide without letting someone know how he is feeling. People who wish to kill themselves are
"suicidal" only for a limited period of time.
No rich/ handsome / famous man can claim that suicide is a poor / ugly/ ordinary man’s curse. Suicide is very "democratic" and is
represented proportionately among all levels of society.
Some men have rejected
brides as her parent committed suicide . Suicide does not run in families. It
is an individual pattern. Studies of thousands
of suicide notes indicate that although the suicidal person is extremely
unhappy/ lonely, he was not necessarily mentally ill.
When you exercise, your
brain releases chemicals called endorphins and serotonin. These chemicals help
you to not feel the pain of the strain on your muscles but they also do
something else: they make you feel happy.
You need friends and well wishers. Not on Facebook where a friend is a verb—but with
authentic people who care. Lonely people are NOT necessarily in depression
needing medicine . However feeling
lonely is often a predictor of depression one or two years later , and it
certainly leads to sadness.
Can you believe this ?
NIKE MADE HAJAAR MOOLAH OUT OF
LONELINESS WITH A BRANDING LOGO OF “JUST DO IT “
Do something —
anything. Kuch Bhi.
In
depression treatment there’s a theory called behavioral activation, which is a
clinical way of saying, “Just do it.” If you’re feeling lonely and want to change
it, any small step you take — even striking up a casual, friendly conversation is a good move.
A murderer Gary Gilmore
was executed by firing squad in 1977.
When the time came to take the bullets he cried JUST DO IT. This is NOT a cooked up joke.
Doing meditation can help you identify and release some of the
thoughts that could be keeping you feeling lonely and undermining your efforts
to meet new people.
Like I said , lonely
people do NOT get proper REM sleep. But these people swear that had a good
sleep. They have NO idea of the micro-awakenings
which deprived them of REM restorative sleep.
This zaps their motivation while at work or in doing any exercise.
Psychological factors
such as loneliness are important indicators
of binge behavior . You stomach is full
to bursting point, yet you open the refrigerator. People engage in addictive behaviors to
temporarily forget the reality that involves loneliness .
Loneliness is a natural
reaction a person would have if his need to belong is not being met. Depression, on the other hand, is a much more
general feeling of sadness, hopeless, or dejection. This difference must be
understood.
85 LAKH DONATION PARTY
PSYCHIATRISTS IN CAHOOTS CONVERT LONELINES INTO DEPRESSION TO MAKE MONEY . LONELINESS IS NOT DEPRESSION.
Loneliness, instead,
refers to the difference between the amount of social contact and intimacy you
have and the amount you want. It's about feeling isolated, like an outcast. .
Loneliness has a clear stigma.
Loneliness makes our
bodies feel like under attack and it activates our physical and psychological
stress responses. . Loneliness causes our immune systems to function less
efficiently, which over time, puts us at increased risk for developing all
kinds of illnesses and diseases.
loneliness is not the
same thing as being a private person, or a "loner," because some of
us actually both need and enjoy a lot of time to ourselves..
The opposite of
loneliness isn't popularity either - you can have HAJAAAR "friends" and still feel lonely.
Lonely people pay more
attention to negative social information ( remember a crying superstar on TV ?
) They make a great deal of the negative things.
In solitude, you lack
contact with other people. That isn’t
necessarily loneliness: driving alone while singing to music on the radio is an
experience of solitude. Creative people
seek solitude to break the creative barrier.
It can also be a
welcome refuge, in spiritual practice,
giving you the time and quiet for contemplation. Solitude is necessary for self-reflection and
self-reinvention.
RAHUL GANDHI KITHE ?
Loneliness, is the
discrepancy between your desired level of social contact with what you actually
achieve.
What makes us happiest
in life? Most people may say fame and
fortune. But take it from me – it is a happy home and a
loving family.
Now super stars must
understand this - listen up—
Loneliness is about the
QUALITY rather than the quantity of relationships. A rich
and famous superstar (Deepika Padukone knows ) may have a lot of friends but
still find that their needs for social contact are not met.
Loneliness has been a long
explored theme in the literature of human beings since classical antiquity. Lord Krishna knew that Arjuna was lonely 6000
year ago before the Mahabharat war. Loneliness has also been described as social
pain — a psychological mechanism meant to alert an individual of isolation and
motivate him to seek social connections and solutions.
The loss of a loved
spouse of parent will typically initiate
a grief response; in this situation, one will feel lonely, even while in the company of others, till time
heals. A child feels lonely when his
mother has given birth to a baby. When a daughter leaves home after marriage
the mother usually feels lonely.
When my father had his
first heart attack, he was in the ICU for many days. Every day he used to ask me what happened to
the other guy in the room ( all died ) and I used to tell lies that he was
discharged .
One day my father said - do NOT tell lies to me. So I told him NOT to ask me such a question
again.
During these days he
felt that he will die any time- and this made him give me a lot of information
about his days in RSS.
He said the guy who
died yesterday , was from one of the families whom the white British Collector
fleeced during the second world war. He said his father donated ( arm twisted ) 10
times more gold for the British war effort.
The white skinned collector ( king of Calicut ) walked through the green
paddy fields to collect the money.
Those
days they kept the family gold hidden under the grain in the PATTAYAM – a huge box made of rose wood ( with an inner
cavity ) about 4000 litres of volume . It occupied half a room with strong doors and walls .
Whether the gold went to the collector’s
private bank or the British war effort is anybodys guess.
He told me about the
RSS triggered mutiny in 1946 .
The old RSS people who died before independence
in 1947 were real patriots . They were very LONELY people being eaten up from
the innards by sheer frustration. My
father said that he is blessed to die in free India.
Gandhi recruited 13
lakh ( 1.3 million ) Indian soldiers in the first world war – out of which
111000 ( 1.11 lakh ) Indian soldiers were killed .
Gandhi recruited 25 lakh ( 2.5 million ) Indian soldiers in
the second World war. Out of this
243000 ( 2.43 lakh) soldiers were
killed.
WE HAD MORE THAN 30 LAKH MEN WHO WERE TOUGH , TRAINED IN ARMS , BATTLE HARDENED AND READY TO DIE FOR THE WATAN. .
ALL GANDHI REQUIRED TO
DO WAS TO GIVE ONE FU#KIN’ WORD—THE ENTIRE 30 LAKH WHO HAD KILLED WHITE MEN IN
BATTLE BEFORE, WOULD POUNCE UPON THE WHITE INVADER LIKE WOLVES AND TEAR THEM TO
PIECES WITH THEIR BARE HANDS.
IMMEDIATELY THE SLAVE POLICE WOULD ALSO SHIFT
LOYALTIES .
But hey, Gandhi told
Indians that we must GHUMAAO THE CHARKHA and independence would alight upon us
.
These patriots watched
in deep frustration as the white man RAPED Bharatmata and converted India from
the richest to the poorest country.
Hitler taunted Bose “
Are you Indians such cowardly people that millions of you cannot drive away a few
thousand white invaders who stand out in
a crowd ?“
Yes- I agree with
Hitler. We Indians watched like NAPUNSAKS with one finger in the mouth and
another finger up our collective assholes , while R raped our WATAN.
This was a joke which
my Russian Chief Engineer told in a shipboard party.
One beautiful Russian aristocrat
actress had fallen into hard times. She opened her legs out to anybody who can
give her good money . Many rich people went
and ravaged her .
But this woman was super smart. She would steal from the
wallet after you had fallen asleep after a good steamy hump session .
So a rich miser Russian
went and he came back and boasted – she could NOT steal from me , I am too
smart for her.
Every body wanted to know how—but he wouldn’t tell.
Every body wanted to know how—but he wouldn’t tell.
So one day they laced
his Vodka with a truth serum and he spilt the deadly secret.
AS SOON AS SHE
UNDRESSED AND GOT IN BED WITH HIM, HE
MADE HER PUT ONE FINGER IN HIS MOUTH AND OTHER FINGER UP HIS ASSHOLE.
THE WHOLE NIGHT WENT
THIS WAY.
TWICE SHE STEALTHILY TRIED
TO TAKE HER FINGER OUT, ONCE FROM HIS MOUTH AND ANOTHER TIME FROM HIS ASSHOLE.
BOTH TIMES HE CAUGHT
HER AND PROMPTLY MADE HER SHOVE IT BACK .
AS SOON AS IT BECAME
MORNING HE RAN HOME , AS HE WAS SO GODDAMN SLEEPY .
TEEE HEEEEE !
I guess the Russian miser was smarter than us Indians -- our WATAN got raped.
GANDHIJI NE CHARKHA GHUMAAKE HUMKO AAZADI DILWAYA - I HAVE HEARD OUR ALICE IN GUJJULAND TELL THIS ON TV.
WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT FROM THIS MAN , WHO IS RULING INDIA ?
UNLESS HE IS PLAYING TO THE GALLERY - TO KEEP LANGOT YAAAR BAAAAAAAAAA HAPPY.
BUT IS IT NECESSARY ?
DOES INDIA NEED TO SUCK UP TO USA ?
NOBEL PEACE PRIZE WINNER , LANGOT YAAR BARACK IS ON THE WAY OUT-- ALREADY IN THE GARBAGE BIN OF WORLD HISTORY .
GANDHIJI NE CHARKHA GHUMAAKE HUMKO AAZADI DILWAYA - I HAVE HEARD OUR ALICE IN GUJJULAND TELL THIS ON TV.
WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT FROM THIS MAN , WHO IS RULING INDIA ?
UNLESS HE IS PLAYING TO THE GALLERY - TO KEEP LANGOT YAAAR BAAAAAAAAAA HAPPY.
BUT IS IT NECESSARY ?
DOES INDIA NEED TO SUCK UP TO USA ?
NOBEL PEACE PRIZE WINNER , LANGOT YAAR BARACK IS ON THE WAY OUT-- ALREADY IN THE GARBAGE BIN OF WORLD HISTORY .
Below: Both told their ENSLAVED AND OPPRESSED countrymen -
love the white invader - when they hurt you , do not hurt them in retaliation .
Today almost every day we have destructive bandhs, strikes , gheraos in India -with whole parliament sessions getting washed away --
Who is responsible ?
Digression:
The 1974 , CIA/ Mossad
sponsored 20 day railway strike by 17.6 lakh workers in India engineered by
George Fernandes is the largest strike on this planet even today.
The whole
idea was to force Indira Gandhi to become undemocratic and tough- a Hegelian Dialectic.
After
that foreign funded NGOs were running wild in India doing endless rabble
rousing. Indira Gandhi declared
emergency on 25 June 1975.
Goerge Fernandes
sent his family to USA and went into hiding .
Today
he is SAID TO HAVE LOST HIS MEMORY, sits
in some Ramdev’s ashram staring at his thumb ( apparently his entire wealth was
fingerprinted away while he slept ) .
He was
a pauper when he came to Mumbai sleeping on Chowpatty sands – and then he became defence minister of BJP govt sacking Admiral Vishnu Bhagat and
replacing him with Admiral Isaac Sushil Kumar ( Israeli Barak Missile deal ) .
WAAH RAAJA WAAH !
Indira Gandhi was
warned by R stooges crypto Jews Willy Brandt ( Egom Karl Frahm ) and Olaf Palme
to be VERY nice to George Fernandes when she finally caught him and put him
into jail.
R gave his stooge German Chanceller Willy
Brandt a Nobel Peace Prize in 1971.
Olof
Palme was killed by a single bullet – but hey, more than 130 people have confessed to the
murder.( dead men tell no tales –even on Bofors )
Three decades ago, when my ship berthed at Felixstove near London
, my wife saw a hill nearby with quaint cottages dotting it. So in the evening I took her for a walk
through this small village.
Every cottage was
pretty-like a picture post card .
Almost all the inhabitants were old women and
all of them had pretty rose gardens. I
told my wife “These are old lonely old women who have been abandoned by their
children – now these rose bushes are their children “
An old English lady (
in her eighties ) came hobbling to us with a beaming smile. She said , that she knows that we are Indians –probably
seeing the DOT on my wife’s forehead .
And then she went on
and on—how old parents in India are so lucky to have grateful children who take
care of them in their old age.
She has 3 daughters and 2 sons , and nobody
bothers even to visit her – and then she cried moaning how lonely she is – and how
even her neighbours do NOT care .
Her husband had served
in India .
We complimented her for
her gardening skills and told her that her garden is the prettiest-which made
her very happy. And then we moved on, walking away very fast –
NOT daring to look into anymore rose gardens .
The eternal quest of
the individual human being is to shatter his loneliness. Loneliness is proof
that your innate search for connection is intact. Hostility comes from
loneliness, from not seeing yourself like a drop falling into the ocean of
humanity like everyone else.
BELOW : 6000 years ago, when the whole world was doing GRUNT GRUNT for language -- check out the wisdom of ancient India, penned down in Sanskrit .
BELOW : 6000 years ago, when the whole world was doing GRUNT GRUNT for language -- check out the wisdom of ancient India, penned down in Sanskrit .
In any war, the
dominant feeling of a soldier onf the battlefield is loneliness. Arjuna was the first to identify this and ask
Lord Krishna for help 6000 years ago.
The discourse is penned down as the amazing
Bhagawad Gita- a book which will last till the sun goes supernova.
This book does NOT need abridgment like the Bible or any other single holy book.
This book does NOT need abridgment like the Bible or any other single holy book.
IN MODERN SLANG , THE BHAGAWAD GITA TEACHES-
THE PAST IS SHIT IN THE SEWAGE TANK
THE FUTURE IS UNKNOWN
THE PRESENT IS FOOD ON THE TABLE
DO NOT HAVE ONE LEG IN THE PAST
AND ONE LEG IN THE FUTURE
TO PISS ON THE PRESENT.
BE IN THE FU#KIN' MOMENT !
YOU, THE SOUL IN YOUR BODY DOES NOT DIE
YOU DO NOT BELONG TO YOUR BODY
YOU COME NAKED , YOU GO NAKED
CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT ON THIS PLANET
WHAT IS YOURS TODAY WILL BELONG TO SOMEONE ELSE TOMORROW- UNKNOWN TO YOU.
YOUR CADAVER BODY IS MADE OF FIRE , EARTH, WATER , AIR AND ETHER
IT WILL DISINTEGRATE INTO THESE ELEMENTS , THE ONLY THING FOR SURE
ONLY YOU, THE SOUL, THE BALL OF ENERGY INSIDE YOU , IS PERMANENT
YOU ARE NEVER A LOSER , UNLESS YOU QUIT TRYING.!
"The marvel of the Bhagavad-Gita is its truly beautiful revelation of life's wisdom which enables philosophy to blossom into religion." Herman Hesse
BELOW: THE ESSENCE OF BHAGAWAD GITA IN DETAIL .
Below: Put on head phones and listen to the beauty of the original sanskrit verses- 6000 years old .
Due to lowering of
ground water table many farmers have left their old family trade of thousands
of years and are now coming to big cities where they take up the jobs of
building watchmen for survival. They experience a huge sense of loneliness as
they find it very hard to find that human connection . It is a DNA program
thing.
I have seen loneliness
among the descendants of indentured labour. Despite all their success and affluence they
feel lonely. Most of these men have
extra marital affairs . I suggested to
some of my friends to take a trip to India ,the land of their ROOTS-- to amputate their loneliness . It has worked
for all of them.
You can imagine the
condition of the Khalistanis in Canada and UK- they suffer from loneliness , because their
vulnerable fathers and grandfathers were fooled into making wrong choices. They bravado prevents them from admitting it.
Most of these Sikhs have
been placed on CHANNE KA JHAAD by the white invader. They tell the naïve Sikhs—your race is so brave that even the British could
NOT defeat you . What do the Sikhs know of reality.
The British had an
agreement with Sikhs that they would NOT attack them, as long as they act as a
buffer kingdom and prevent Muslim invaders from entering India to help the
Mughals who were being bled and strangulated slowly .
Finally R helped the Maratha Peshwas to run
over the Sikh kingdom, making the Maratha Shiv Sainiks fell extra brave— see even
the British could NOT defeat the Sikhs , but we Marathas defeated them.
This is the DECEIT with
which a German Jew took over India- and defeated mighty Mughals .
Kerala which was never conquered due to the
deadly Kalari tradition , was also usurped by deceit.
Whenever France gives
aid, beware. They are always at logger
heads with the English speaking white man, but the French R Jew is a cousin of
English R Jew.
TODAY R IS BACK IN FULL
FORCE , WORKING UNDER ALICE IN GUJJULAND MODIs
NOSE.
ARE WE TO SAY APCO MODI
DOES NOT KNOW ALL THIS ?
R FUNDED TROJAN
HORSE NGOs GET AWARDS .
EVERY AWARD HAS A CASH
AWARD ( BRIBE ) ATTACHED.
MONEY IS DEPOSITED IN A
SWISS ACCOUNT AND THE NGO INDIAN OWNER IS GIVEN A DEBIT CARD .
IT IS SO EASY TO FIND
OUT WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE, IF THERE IS POLITICAL WILL . JUST CHECK THEIR PAST FOREIGN TRAVELS .
ANY TIME HE OR SHE DOES
NOT TOE THE LINE , SAY - FOR MAKING
INDIA STOP COAL MINING – THEY ARE THREATENED WITH EXPOSURE .
ONCE YOU RECEIVE MONEY
AS AN AWARD ( BRIBE )—THERE IS NO WAY OUT.
The Indian and World main
stream media are in cahoots with big brother.
When was the last time
you saw the BENAMI Indian media do NATION BUILDING or show a vestige of DESH
BHAKTI TO THE WATAN ?.
Why is the BENAMI Indian media and their prime time perception moulders on TV so upset when someone praises
ancient India ?
I wish we have a short
period of MILITARY RULE by a desh bhakt military dictator – so that these desh drohis can be hung in the
market place.
This blog site can
provide a list of JUDAS Indians whose loyalties lie in foreign lands – with real
PROOF.
Loneliness is scary. Living
in constant fear warps your DNA program. A failed marriage which produced children causes
acute loneliness.
In LOVE marriages , women need to do ONEUPMANSHIP propelled by falthu ego - in which LUST plays a major part . Arranged marriage are based on trust , compromise and honour.
If she earns even 200 rupees more than her
husband she feels the need to wear a strap on mental dildo to screw her
husband.
Below: Thank god the mother-in-law is NOT wearing a bikini with high heels , inside the house -- to be modern and HEP like her daughter-in-law. I suggest the mother-in-law learns English-- with French thrown in for good measure TEE HEEEE ! .
There is no loneliness
greater than the loneliness of a failure. It is a feeling
of emptiness or hollowness inside you.
Your entire batchmate has
passed in the exams at UK, and have gone back to India after throwing a
gleeful party , while you have failed and have to try again.
At sea this translates
to you taking orders from your junior batch who have been promoted as Captains. There is a stigma attached which causes
crushing loneliness.
Keep yourself busy. Having
down time is what causes feelings of loneliness to creep in. Throw yourself
into some creative work which will be valued and can stand the test of time.
After you retire from a
specialized profession give some knowledge back – especially the ones which you
cannot get in books.
This knowledge must be
practical , and which can only be created by people who have experienced all
this again and again.
Many people wonder why
this blogsite’s reader count is high.
This is NOT due to
talking about R , or current politics or Hinduism . Most
of it is due to practical technical knowledge given away FREE
Example?
Be a pleasant guy or
gal . Draw people toward yourself by
providing enjoyable company. Be complimentary
rather than critical. There is NO need to be blunt or split hairs .
For a casual comment, don't nitpick other
people's clothes, habits or hair. They
don't need to be reminded they have a small stain on their shirt when they
can't do anything about it. Or someone
has a tedha face – he already knows about it, you don’t have to spell it out-especially
in front of others .
Be smart and convert
your loneliness to solitude. Put a poster on the wall to remind you of this. This is NOT the way one slimy Supreme Court woman lawyer ( with a scowl ) told on TV-- that she will convert adversity to opportunity. Or her turd into sausage - and make you eat hotdog.
Usually, when we're devoting most of our time
to other people, we tend to neglect ourselves. If you're going through a period of
loneliness, take advantage of it by doing the things that you want to do for
yourself.
Consider learning a new
skill, where you have non-competitive people around you. Like playing a musical instrument, learning to paint or dance. This gives a creative vent
for your inner feelings.
The best would
be to join a Yoga class where you heal your loneliness and get yourself centred
.
With loneliness the
brain goes into a self-preservation state that brings with it a lot of unwanted
effects. When your brain is on high
alert, your body responds in kind. Morning levels of the stress hormone cortisol
go up because you’re preparing for another stressful day.
This gives poor REM sleep , one of the triggers of loneliness.
Most old people who
suffered from dementia also suffered from loneliness in the early parts of
their life.
A piece of advice to my
bachelor readers.
When you choose a wife
in future make sure you do NOT marry any BEAUTIFUL woman whose has --hajaar EGO problems,
who has the habit of
doing ONEUPMANSHIP and talking back in
spite,
who has WOMENS
LIBERATION CHIP ON HER SHOULDER ,
who wears a bikini /
mini skirt / plunging neck line at every opportunity and has lost her ABILITY
TO BLUSH ,
who spends too much
money on MAKE UP AND LATEST FASHION CLOTHES,
who does not want to
have children and has a PLAY PEN BETWEEN HER LEGS instead of a nursery,
who roots for HOMOSEXUAL
MARRIAGES,
who loves your BANK
BALANCE more than you,
who gives you CONDITIONAL
LOVE,
who wants to you to
make BED TEA for her in the morning,
whose love for you does
not have a vestige of PERSONAL SACRIFICE,
who does not have the
WE concept with her feeling alone as the sole focus,
who hates your family,
who does not share her
secrets including her weight,
who drinks hard liquor
and smokes,
who punishes you by COLD
indifference when you make a genuine mistake,
who does not derive joy
when seeing small playful babies,
who has the need to belittle you and make you
feel stupid,
who expects you to
surrender your dignity too often,
who makes rules for
rules sake,
who commandeers your
support,
who raises her voice
against you for trivial things ( beware of hysteria ) ,
for whom a small
argument MUST end in victory for her alone,
who has NO sense of
personal hygeine,
who gives you deadlines
ghodi ghodi – nay- ghadi ghadi,
who does drip drip nagging,
who goes into a deep
sulk often for trivial matters-sweating the small stuff in TUNNEL VISION mode,
who cannot understand
constructive criticism,
who opens past baggage
and strews sordid things around
re-opening healed wounds,
who is addicted to self
pity and crying,
who shifts goal posts
in a MEAN MANNER –yes—MEAN MANNER,
who wants to run the
home on control-not trust,
who loves to spring the
GUILT TRAP on you endlessly,
who fails to see
INNOCENCE in childrens mistakes,
HOME IS A PLACE TO
DE-STRESS , NOT TO GET STRESSED OR FEEL LONELY.
I have been married for
32 years -never fought with my wife even once- we can
talk for hours , laughing often , without feeling bored .
Bachelors ensure that you marry a woman who can take
care of you and your children and cooks for you - with a spirit of sacrifice .
This is more important than good looks.
Love creates commitment
to another and all intentions are genuine intentions.
Below: He was late for candle light dinner- and she kicked him on his teeth, TEEE HEEEEE -- OH BAABY, I AM SO LOOONEEELYYY --BABE--I HAVE NO BAAADYY !
Remind yourself that if
you ask a co-worker or a friend to join
you for lunch and the person can’t make it, you shouldn’t automatically assume
that he or she has rejected you.
Lonely people are in a
RUT and they must be helped out.
Many people left
stranded this way, commit suicide.
This is an angry
assault on those UNGRATEFUL people who will be left behind who must deal with
the emotional aftermath of a suicide- and become lonely / depressed themselves .
Hundreds of thousands
of elderly people are lonely and cut off from society in this country,
especially those over the age of 75 .
THEIR OWN CHILDREN HAVE
KICKED THEM OUT OF THEIR LIVES. THER
ARE VULNERABLE , WORRYING ABOUT THEIR FURURE—BROODING ABOUT THE INGRATITUDE OF
THEIR CHILDREN
There is NO escape – when your own mind screws you ..
Your entire fame , fortune and kick ass lawyers cannot help you out .
Your entire fame , fortune and kick ass lawyers cannot help you out .
70% of those who commit
suicide have previously attempted it. The highest risk age group is 75-79; the
second highest is 15-24.
Of any ten persons who
kill themselves, eight have given VERY definite warnings of their suicidal
intentions.
Lonely people must get
enough early morning sunlight exposure.
Suryanamaskar was created by seers to battle
loneliness. You connect personally with
the greatest of all allies, the sun.
Loneliness can make you feel very self-focused, meaning
that everything is all about you.
They must know that all are in the rat race , doing their best – and some just don’t have the time for tender mercies.
They must know that all are in the rat race , doing their best – and some just don’t have the time for tender mercies.
Loneliness is
associated with neuroticism, low self-esteem, pessimism, low conscientiousness,
and disagreeableness.
Loneliness is greatest among those who have experienced divorce and widowhood.. their well wishers must know this.
Loneliness is greatest among those who have experienced divorce and widowhood.. their well wishers must know this.
Once loneliness is
triggered, it generates a defensive form of thinking—a “lonely” social
cognition—that can make every social molehill look like a mountain.
Lonely people tend to
be more anxious, pessimistic, and fearful of negative evaluation than people
who feel good about their social lives, and are therefore more likely to act
and relate to others in ways that are anxious, negative, and self-protective,
which leads paradoxically to self-defeating behaviors.
Remember a happy home
and family is the real prize.
Loneliness is the No 1
public health issue today – far greater than obesity , diabetis , alcoholism and substance abuse. Loneliness increases mortality risk by
30%. The suicide / death rates are
understated.
The west knows how lonely
they are—with Zionist BIG BROTHER supporting homosexuality and living together
without children as DINKS( double income – no kids )
Man is a social animal. He needs to feel that he belongs to others and feel connected .
Social pain is as real a sensation as physical pain. Loneliness and rejection activates the same parts of the brain as physical pain.
We have seen this happening in BIGG BOSS reality show, when inmates gang up and isolate someone.
A day is NOT far when some inmate will commit suicide LIVE and the producer of the show along with the watching pea brained psychologist goes to jail .
People who are lonely often crave human contact, but their state of mind makes it more difficult to form connections with other people.
A lonely OBESE child
who struggles to make friends at his school, and ridiculed often, has different needs that an lonely elderly man
whose wife has recently died.
Loneliness is not
feeling part of the world.
BEING BRANDED A PERVERTED PEDOPHILE HOMOSEXUAL
CAUSES GREAT LONELINESS
WHITE TOURISTS HAVE
GONE ON SABARIMALA PILGRIMAGE AND CURED
THEIR LONELINESS .
Lonely people find it hard to reach out. There is a stigma
surrounding loneliness and older people tend not to ask for help because they
have too much FALTHU pride.
To feel lonely is to
have an overwhelming feeling of being separate from those around you.
Seeing other people on
Facebook who seem to have HAJAAAAR
comments / likes or heaps of followers can sometimes make us feel unpopular or
lonely.
A recent study of
Facebook users found that the amount of time you spend on the social network is
inversely related to how happy you feel throughout the day.
We live in a bullshit
modern society that judges your popularity
based on how expansive your social networks appear.
Lonely people do NOT
tell that it is loneliness that makes the loudest noise inside their heads. Life consists of very long days when you're
lonely. Indeed , so much of our lives
is an attempt to not be lonely.
Conscious man is the only creature who knows
he is lonely. Loneliness follows like a
shadow everywhere – to the care, to the workplace, to the streets , to the
supermarket –every fu#kin’ where. There aint no escape.
Loneliness, like most
other feelings, is there to warn you to take corrective action. When you have
pain or fever, you treat it as a symptom and take corrective action , right? You
owe it to yourself –for the longest
relationship you'll ever have in your life is with yourself.
ARRANGED MARRIAGES ARE DESIGNED
TO PREVENT DIVORCE – TO KEEP LONELINESS AWAY.
Love marriages are
fickle and they fail.
Chutney Mary who has
opened out her legs since her first menses knows how to lay the HONEY trap and
get herself another guy. Before marriage the “love marriage system” has
caused her to allow several men to taste her forbidden fruits .
The first guy she will latch
with a week, is just to make her divorced
husband mentally bleed. Men never think this mean way . This affects men very badly- but they are too proud to admit it .
Women seek to regain a
sense of belonging whereas men are more interested in regaining self-esteem.
No western psychologist
is smart enough to put a finger on this. He can even differentiate between LOVE
and LUST.
I suggest they first
learn UNREQUITED LUST to help out the perverted gay pedophiles.
Lust is what a man
feels when he goes to a whore. He will
NOT even wait for the whore to dress up after he has finished . For lust is short-term fun, while love is the
long haul.
Gay lust does NOT last
and they look for multiple partners, often two timing and three timing them.
While in animal lust a man does NOT care if the woman has anything at all in
common with him.
I have
climbed highest mountains
I have run
through the fields
Only to be
with you
Only to be
with you.
I have run,
I have crawled
I have
scaled these city walls
These city
walls
Only to be
with you.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
I have
kissed honey lips
Felt the
healing in her finger tips
It burned
like fire
(I was)
burning inside her.
I have spoke
with the tongue of angels
I have held
the hand of a devil
It was warm
in the night
I was cold
as a stone.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
I believe in
the Kingdom Come
Then all the
colours will bleed into one
Bleed into
one.
But yes, I'm
still running.
You broke
the bonds
And you
loosed the chains
Carried the
cross of my shame
Oh my shame,
you know I believe it.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
But I still
haven't found
What I'm
looking for.
YES , YOU ACT LIKE IT AINT A BIG DEAL -- WHEN DEEP INSIDE YOUR HEART IS BLEEDING.
YOU GAVE HER EVERYTHING SHE WANTED , WITHOUT MAKING SURE FIRST , THAT SHE WANTED IT, RIGHT?
Wise men say only fools
rush in
But I can't help
falling in love with you
Shall I stay? Would it
be a sin?
If I can't help falling
in love with you
Like a river flows
gently to the sea
Darling so it goes,
some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my
whole life too
Cause I can't help
falling in love with you
Like a river flows
gently to the sea
Darling so it goes,
some things are meant to be
Take my hand take my
whole life too
Cause I can't help
falling in love with you
For I can't help
falling in love with you
Only on Facebook Internet can a person be lonely and popular ( hajaaar likes ) at the same time. Attention ka pyaasa ( thirsty ) is indeed a cry of loneliness. If you feel disconnected, you shall experience loneliness. For these souls even a expected LIKE not coming-is a sign of rejection – a reason to brood why he is not “good enough”.
NOBODY CAN REJECT YOU WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT. . BALLS TO THEM !
WHEN I COMMANDED SHIPS AT SEA- I HAD A LIST OF MY SHORE BOSSES
WHO COULD KISS MY ASS - AND I MADE SURE
THEY KNEW IT . THEIR BALLS WENT UP THEIR
THROAT IN AN INSTANT .. AFTER THAT THEY
WOULD LAY OFF !
Loneliness is as a
discrepancy between one's desired and achieved levels of social interaction,
while solitude is the lack of contact with people. Loneliness is thus a subjective experience;
if a person thinks he is lonely, then he is lonely- as simple as that .
JAASTI
JHANJHAT NAHI .
But our psychologists or
evil pharma , will never ever understand this .
A person can be in the
middle of a rip roaring rave party and feel lonely due to not talking to the
person he wants to talk to.
When a person is sick
and bed ridden , he wants some of his friends to visit him. If they do NOT and hundreds of others visit
him with empty words and roses , he is bound to feel terribly lonely.
When loneliness gets
mixed with NOSTALGIA—the feeling is terrible.
You can brood about all of the
good times that will never happen again, and all the people who have meant the
world to you who have forgotten about you forever, and you get this heart crushing feeling – a potent mix between loneliness and nostalgia.
A lot of lonely people
need to self introspect —
have they been to self centered ?
– too selfish ?
- ungrateful ?
Is it a case of chickens coming home to roost ?
Many couples have split because one of them confused LOVE with LUST ( WITH GOLD DIGGING THROWN IN FOR GOOD MEASURE ) .
A CHUTNEY MARY driven by lust is searching for physical pleasure, while a man who is in love with her is in search of deeper joy and happiness.
If you’re in love, the attitude of your heart is one of selflessness, with the other person as your focus, whereas if you are in lust the attitude of your heart will be one of selfishness, with yourself as the focus.
True love is driven by a divine desire to provide for, nurture and care for the other persons needs. Love is was endures long after the high feelings of base lust are gone.
A CHUTNEY MARY driven by lust is searching for physical pleasure, while a man who is in love with her is in search of deeper joy and happiness.
If you’re in love, the attitude of your heart is one of selflessness, with the other person as your focus, whereas if you are in lust the attitude of your heart will be one of selfishness, with yourself as the focus.
True love is driven by a divine desire to provide for, nurture and care for the other persons needs. Love is was endures long after the high feelings of base lust are gone.
Doctors who prescribe
ANTI-DEPRESSANTS for loneliness are criminals.
Antidepressant use
among Americans is skyrocketing. Adults in the U.S. consume TEN times more
antidepressants today than 25 years ago.
The side effects are
bad and this drives many people to suicide. Anti-depressants affect REM sleep.
Most people do NOT even
know that most antidepressants take a few weeks to work.
Lonely people die
early. They call themselves LOSERS and
are ashamed of themselves. Never ever
diminish what the lonely person is going through. Loneliness should never be equated with a fear
of being alone.
Monophobia or autophobia
is the fear of being alone and can cause
panic attacks—leading to anxiety and depression. Evil pharma has made medicines , which can
NEVER cure the fear of being alone –only numb the brain though chemical
interaction. The law makers are in the
pockets of evil pharma. So poor citizens
suffer .
People who are from
happy families and live in happy homes live longer . Loneliness can happen when there is a lack of
LOVING communication between spouses-who are far apart due to job realities .
How often people have
distanced themselves people they love
because of a bullshit reason like “ I am afraid of being hurt”
Unloved children when they reach adulthood are afraid
of being hurt—in some other relationship.
Stigma and disadvantage
can cause people with highly visible deformities ( like a hump back or albino )
to experience a physical disability to feel excluded from social activities. Many Sikhs in European countries have cut
their hair and disposed off their turbans – I have several such friends.
Lonely people can serve
themselves by surrounding themselves with good memories- like a photo album
containing pleasant soul elevating nostalgia.
I have seen dogs
feeling lonely when its master goes away on a holiday leaving it alone.
For humans loneliness is
a shame-based experience, it is typically kept a secret. What sets the lonely apart is a perceived
isolation, the sense that their relationships do not meet their social needs.
Loneliness is a deeply
embedded psychological condition, having enough friends can never result in
feeling secure and lovable.
Building up one's
self-esteem and ability to love, respect and care for oneself is fundamental in
solving and healing the deeper psychological conditions.
Tumors can metastasize
faster in lonely people.
Love in two way street
with lots of laughter can cure loneliness .
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The way of meditation
allows all of our thoughts and feelings to come out. Let your thoughts and
feelings come and go at will. Just observe. Leave them be until they settle of
their own accord.
Whatever the mind can
conceive and believe, the mind can achieve
Try Vipassana
meditation.
Below: My elder son playing PEHLA NASHA
Grace and peace !
CAPT AJIT VADAKAYIL
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